Time is the prison guard of Mass Energy that forces it to fight itself, it whips Mass Energy into action, which means contradiction, since any change means contradicting something, means a transition from state A to state B which imposes some particles to get out of the way, to not be in the same spot of time and space as before, which means that a fight, a war between 2 particles was fought and 1 particle won, the other lost, but always temporarily since time will whip them into action again.
But why did Mass Energy want to wake up and fool itself into thinking it could win a war with itself, why is it trying to exist, even though it doesn’t, even though it is destined to lose the war it is fighting against itself, no matter what, why does it want to trick itself into believing it is that which it is not ? So it creates man, that exists only to fight himself and others, and ties this into his emotional and pain/pleasure feelings, and forces man into action, man, a reflection of the Metaphysics of Mass Energy trying to exist, trying to free itself from the prison time put it in, or from the prison the “laws of physics” put it in. So it creates pain, which is a way of Mass Energy to show how much it really exists, and it does, quite a bit, but why does Mass Energy want to punish itself ? because it wants to fool itself that it can win: a young person is full of hope, is happy, is winning all the time, the great endeavor of fooling itself, the attempt at thinking that you can really win, when, no matter what, something will always defeat you, because the essence of existence is simply fight, win some, lose some, but in the end lose no matter what. The world is independent of you, it is not your friend, it is your enemy and religions want to try to make you believe that it is not so.
So the Instant Singularity, and eventually, Mass Energy will create such incredible complex organizations of Matter, such that it will experience untold numbers of new universes, experiences, it will win in those new environments, maybe ? It will win always for some time, but it will defeat time. Of course the number of new possible configurations of Mass Energy playing games with itself, into fooling itself into existence and winning may be never ending, who knows how far they can go ?
Why did a few carbon atoms in my mind force me to write this crap, when I really didn’t want to ? I write things that I would like to read on the internet, but since no one writes them I write them myself and read them, saying, finally someone has something interesting to say. But it is all fluff, useless, all just a narrative, an invention, and we can invent a trillion new stories about anything, a trillion new sequence of symbols, that are supposed to reveal something, but there is nothing to reveal, the world is essentially dead, nothing, there is nothing in it, it is independent of anything, and anything we want to think and feel, (although we do tie into feelings all kinds of imaginary narratives that the world is playing out, “to make us feel good”, or better about it, to fool ourselves into thinking that it is controllable, containable, we can grasp it within the controlled environments of our puny minds).
So next time you see a fight, or want to fight, just remember it is contradiction expressing itself, it wants to win, it wants to fool itself into thinking it can win. But what on earth is winning and losing anyways ? Only pain/pleasure define these ? Nothing spiritual and metaphysical ? Then a 2 dimensional universe with 2 dimensions pain pleasure and a 1 transistor circuit ? Or a 1 transistor circuit generating an infinite amount of fake narratives like this ? Another infinite recursion of impossible - intractable problems…
Existence is only pain, and extreme pain makes existence realer ? Is that why god created hell ? Why does god love hell so much ? So we are always winning infinitely, we are in the highest possible state of pleasure and existence always, we are existence achieved only because we are not experiencing the extreme pain of hell, is that the gift of god ?
Then again religions, all of them, are exactly the same, they exist only because of hell, that is the only concept that exists and counts in religion, it is the only concept they propose, there are no other concepts, a one concept ideology and narrative, a one bit universe. All of the other ideas are just noise and fluff, religion really just wants to talk about hell and extreme pain, this is their power, the power to terrorize. How many people really have the courage to stop and think of what really awaits them, since we will all go to hell no matter what, god loves hell and pain and punishment, that is his universe, totally incredibly terrifying, what total insanity! But religions tend to drift towards sex, one way or another to change topics, to have some fun, seeing how gruesome and depressing their 1 bit universe really is, better to play around with innocent stuff…
A universe without a god may even just be infinite pain forever ? are we lucky ? maybe god is just trying to avoid us to be in that other quirk universe ? A godless universe is more terrifying ? Total Metaphysical Insecurity ?
Now, give me a new modified mind that fell from the Sun, one where only extreme metaphysical entities are playing games with each other, are playing with themselves, symbol constructor, time to number converters, logic to contradiction decomposers, go on, here is another one that fell in my backyard, where I play until mommy calls me in for dinner, and play around with all of these weird Modified Minds coming from the Sun:
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Who knows what on earth that one is doing, experiencing, existing on or in, in what completely and totally different universe that one lives in, what incredibly new laws of physics exist there ?!?!?
(as long as the symbols don’t make some computer crash along the way across the Internet, just wondering …)
