Hello Nick:
I am writing this post strickly for you, for I doubt anyone could stomach such length.
— This has always been interesting to me. Simone Weil also helps here with two observations that appear contradictory until placed into a higher perspective.
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Whatever debases the intelligence degrades the entire human being. Simone weil The role of the intelligence - that part of us which affirms and denies and formulates opinions is merely to submit. Simone Weil
She was brilliant and respected intelligence. But as a mystic, she knew its limitations and recognized that something else would be needed, a higher experiential perspective beyond what the associative mind can provide. For this, the associative mind must submit.
O- We can agree in that the path of faith subjects our reason. Reason is like acid and destroys the beautiful tapestry of our belief. One cannot endure being a complete sceptic; a person with no faith whatsoever.
— My path presents a skeleton of the universe and it is called cosmology. This is the hypothesis. It is logical and mathematical.
O- And that might just be why it is false. Mathematics have to do with concepts, with words, with man-defined ideas. I reaches a conclusion because we accept the premises as true, but the premises are not, by that acceptance, ruled as verifiable or true. They are simply agreed upon. Same with logic. The conclusion is true in direct dependence of what I say is true. To put it differently: Man then God, not God then Man.
— My task is to experientially fill in the skeleton so that I can verify for myself if it resonates with me.
O- So you don’t need logic math etc. These are just excuses. The truth begins within you. What is the Truth asks Pilate: “Whatever you agree it to be…â€
— What you call conclusion is really the beginning of the question at which point the associative mind submits to contemplation. The answer is theoretical until it is personally verified.
O- But it is conclusive in that you have one hypothesis and not 20. For example, excuse if I intrude, but have you tried Islam for size? But why even go there? Within the Christian churches already established, how many have you been a member of?
· Roman Catholic? Eastern Catholic? Oriental Orthodox? Ever been a part of the Assyrian Church of the East? Most suppose that Jesus’ Way is better reflected by the beliefs of the Ebionites. Or perhaps you have a more Protestant flair within you? Ever been an Anglican, or Lutheran, Reformed, Evangelical, Charismatic, a Presbyterian? Baptist? Well who has ever been a christian without at least onced been a Baptist…at least in America? Methodist, Nazerene, Anabaptist or Pentecostal?
· Mormon, Jehova Witness, Santero or Vodooist? That is just a portion of the names we could easily identify as hypothesises, as skeletons, and I don’t deny the validity of yours as one, but that as a scientist, you should verify the others as false or less true (?) as you verify, or seek to verifu yours as valid, as more truthful. Suppose that we have to hypothesis about the way the World is situated, one that says we live in a sun-centric system the other in a earth-centered system. One hypothesis will be found true and the other false by one specific method, be it looking at the sky with telescopes, or using complicated math, or both, the diversity of the two hypothesis will give a different result. One, based on the shared and accepted method, will better explain what has been observed and predict other observations based on the generalizations derived from the hypothesis. Much is the same with our spirituality. In your case, for example, the accepted method is a personal verification. Jerry, as you see elsewhere, would agree. But this being the method, you must only accept one hypothesis as valid and only becomes valid after the other hypothesis have been put under observation and received the same personal verification. Don’t do it just for christianity but for all others; not just for mystical versions of christianities, or Simon Weil’s ideas of christianity, but also Joseph Smith’s.
— God is perfect and self contained.
O- How do you know?
— The Bible is an amazing book. If one takes it superficially and literally it can be seen as such. Yet at the same time, there are incredible ideas under the surface if one opens up to them. I’m amazed how when I read a passage, all of a sudden I can discover something new. Yet if the end of Luke is correct, I have a long way to go.
O- I don’t know, Nick but it seems to me that if Jesus truly gave those two commandments, Love God above all things and your neighbor as yourself, we should look at the neighbor again., as it might be that our purpose as related to God is delivered by our neighbor:
See John 21:15-17, and Matthew 25:40 and Mark 9:37.
Sometimes we are amazed at what we discover behind the evident, but if we ignore the evident, then we might loose a part of the message that was no less real. In trying to find how to become one with God, one might forget that our neighbor is with whom we are intended to connect and become one, as Jesus is one with God. Evident, no? But so hard, so very hard to do… Don’t you fear sometimes that there are some things Jesus said that get ignored because they are very hard to do, if one was to do them literally, and so they look at the symbolic meaning? I am not saying that you’ve done this but that many do, and I wonder if you’ve considered this. It is my opinion that Jesus message was radical; all original ideas are. But while the message seems evident in Acts, it is absent in our day, as people have softened the radical aspect by hoisting before it the symbolic aspect.
For example, Tim LaHaye, a true literalist in almost all of what Jesus said, was once giving an interview about his new book and doing so from his very big ranch. Praising his ranch and it’s beauty, the journalist asked about that annoying command: Sell everything you own and give it to the poor. Literally, it is radical and world-changing. But this literalist instead takes it conditionally and presumes that it does not apply to him because this that or the other. Some may even see it as methaphorical, or say that the message, the command was solely for that rich young man.
Could it be that it is a general weakness in ourselves to subscribe to what is hidden and mysterious because we rather accept that than the inhuman command to be selfless? One view allows us to continue to live as if nothing really has changed, and this is why the world has looked exactly the same since Jesus. The other view is harsh, and when accepted, leads to a radical departure from what society is generally.
I hope that again you see this not as a personal attack on your views, but as an honest representation of what worries me in mystery traditions or interpretations used.
So I expect quite a number of more surprises from my readings until my understanding means something…
— Do you believe that we can have experiences initiated by a higher consciousness that make us aware of our sleep?
O- Maybe, but I have never experienced this, so I can’t say for sure.
— My own experiences have verified it for me. They have allowed me to experience inner taste and more familiar with the taste of imagination.
Of course you can say that this is nothing but more imagination. I wouldn’t normally do this but I’ll describe an experience to show why I believe it to be true for me.
Years ago when I was really in need of the experience of meaning, I began meditating on a painting by an ancestor of mine who was a very gifted artist. In fact I don’t believe he had many peers if any in seascapes; not even Britain’s celebrated genius Joseph Turner. Yes you can say misguided family pride yet I still believe what my eyes have revealed.
I could see in his art that he knew of things I needed to know so I would meditate on his art and together with my “need” created this psychological question of “why.”
O- As a skeptic, I would say that you depart from an assumption, something you take as true, imagine as true: That he knew things… all you had was a set of colors arranged creatively. Everything else you brought with you, you transferred onto the canvas. This is not truly an objection though, because the object which we need is itself subjective, so that it is by our subjective rather than our objectivity, that we arrive at truthful answers.
— Then through some strange circumstances I discovered an old book that resonated with me.
O- If it was not from Simone Weil, who else?
— I had finally discovered that there were people and ideas that actually made sense to me. Before that everything I read were always partial truths and with my chess player type mind, I could always find the flaw in it to the annoyance of all around me. Now all of a sudden I am up a against reason that exists as an organic whole allowing me to see that what always had been nonsense was natural and couldn’t be any other way. No matter what my question, it fit logically right in to a larger organic whole. During these mind blowing times I experienced qualities of emotion I did not know existed. Distinguishing between these qualities is what I now call inner taste; a different quality of “seeing” altogether.
O- I think that you might have simply tired from the constant battle and were desiring a worthy knight to whom you would submit. I myself have not found such a knight, but found the battle itself, though futile, more desirable and truthful that any truth that will bring me peace.
“From the least to the greatest, all are greedy for gain; prophets and priests alike, all practice deceit. They dress the wound of my people as though it were not serious. ‘Peace, peace’ they say, when there is no peace.â€
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Attachment is the great fabricator of illusions; reality can be attained only by someone who is detached.
Simone Weil
But detachment is without should or ought. These words only come into play from attachment. Detachment is pure non judgmental affirmation.
O- Then call it the “Personal Verification†used as measure. I propose another saying:
“Life is the great fabricator of illusions; reality can only be attained by someone who is dead.†Total detachment is impossible. It is not simply “amâ€. It is attached to the “Iâ€.
— It is our state of sleep or attachment that is inhuman.
O- How do you know? You’ve judged as sleep what you sense and real what is beyond your senses. I am born with eyes, mouth, ears, hands and a nose. This characteristics describe a human. However I am not necessarly endowed to feel what you feel and sense the “reality†you claim exist. It is normal of humans to sense and become attached to what we sense. You call it a “dreamâ€, you call it “sleepâ€, but only by an appeal to some inhuman quality, or should I say rather “superhuman†quality, that comes from a detachment, a detachment that paradoxically discriminates between this sleep and this real but is “detachedâ€. Because of the measure used to discern what is real and what is sleep, this personal factor of verification, any detachment becomes in fact an illusion and attachment the only real; attachment to the self, the only real, the only bridge to reality. All becomes dream but the dream itself; all is real but reality itself.
— Being really human as before the fall is free of this unbalanced attachment to the earth from our imagination…If detachment is by definition a freedom from attachment through imagination it seems to me to be clear that it is through this freedom that we begin to experience reality. I really do not understand your objection.
O- My objection is that the detachment is actually attachment. That it is actually an imagined state that we are detached, because there is always an I that we cannot escape; a self from which we depart, the “I†goes before, as it were, before the “amâ€. Look at it this way, it is the theistic view that every effect must have a cause. The cause of the universe being God. The universe is not detached. It is attached to it’s cause. Same with reality. Reality, the perception of it, the declaration that what is real is real, is an effect. It is the “I†that personal verification that is the cause of the real or what passes as real. We might say that if a tree falls in the forest and there is no one to hear her she will still make a sound. This we imagine, on this we come to an agreement; this however is no detachment. Detachment, in my opinion can only occur when there is no more “Iâ€. This, I believe, can only occur to a dead person, or to a brain dead subject. No matter how spiritual we suppose the “I†to be, it is for all intended purposes the same as the carnal self, or regular “Iâ€.
For us to discover what really happens when the tree falls we must enter the forest either with our imagination or in person. Thus the attachment.
Part 2:
— You are misunderstanding her. She is suggesting that it is through pain that we begin to search for something higher to get away from it. It is the motivating force.
O- But it is a force by it’s very misery. It is a force by it’s conviction that pain is the normative condition rather than a facet of what is. It is the person looking at a rainy day and believing that all other days will be the same. He denies the sunny day that will also have it’s time. The person that is so even-keeled has little motivation to flee from this reality, to doubt this reality, to hunger for another. Yet, he is the most detached, because by holding to the hope that what rain he sees must be temporary and not the norm, he becomes detached from the sadness it brings him and he looks from above this event. The other person who is motivated by pain to become detached instead is attached, attached to his perspective that this pain shall not pass, that this pain is all that is, that no joy can be found. This gloom and doom becomes fuel to become detached, but why? Because things are not as they should be. Because something tells him that something else exist, a real real. This is his attachment. He detached from one reality by the attachment he created to another.
I remember a candy commercial that was very philosophical. Three children are sitting on a rainbow. As they are enjoying their candy, one of them asks the other two: â€What if this rainbow is not real…?†He is cut in the end because the rainbow open up and lets him fall. He has become detached. Now what? Will he fall eternally? No. He will probably “land†somewhere which is “real†and his weight supported by the ground, he becomes attached to this new terra-ferma. I keep making this point consistently because it is so obvious in my mind.
Remember perhaps that film “the Truman showâ€. At the end, the Director tells Truman a truth: the world out there is no more “real†than this world.
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“The extreme greatness of Christianity lies in the fact that it does not seek a supernatural remedy for suffering, but a supernatural use for it.” – Simone Weil
Detachment isn’t escaping from pain but detaching from what prevents our conscious experience of it for the purpose of transformation.
O- Either way, pain is dealt with. The pain when used as a tool for transformation, leads not to a detachment but to a new attachment , a new appointment with a new reality. Polycarp may have sought to earn the eternal life with his suffering. He did not seek to escape his suffering but escaped the meaninglessness of it. Not by detaching from reality and it’s pain, in fact, but imagining to detach from it as his heart became centered and attached on Heaven, the prize for his pain.
— This is because you misunderstand her.
O- Maybe.
— I’m not sure what you mean.What do you believe this emotional impartiality is partial to?
O- Pain of course.
— By judgment I mean good or bad. Most will define a war as either good or bad depending on which side they are on and who is fighting. A person then judges war in this way. But it is being suggested that war is just the natural manifestations of man’s being in response to earthly and cosmic influences. It just happens because we are as we are…From this perspective it is neither good or bad but an indication of the unnatural state of Man’s being. To really see war for what it is as an aspect of man’s being requires abandoning our definition of it as either good or bad.
O- Very Nietzschean, Nick, but quite dangerous, wouldn’t you agree? And would that be something Jesus himself would care to affirm? I believe that war is inevitable based on what we are and our circumstances, but I believe that Jesus message had an opposition to simply let us remain detached to such things. He tried to bring peace between brother and brother. He might have told the tax collector to keep his money and make no reparations to his brothers because he being a tax collector was neither a good or a bad thing, or giving back money neither good or bad. But then there is that second command. War comes when we ignore that command. The adultress is about to be stoned; war in her future. But her attackers have not loved her as they loved themselves, have failed to grant her what they themselves ask for: Forgiveness.
Viewed from this point, what is bad for you is bad and what is good for you is good, and it is an attachment that is a commandment as well. You can criticize Jesus here, but that I believe was his message.
— Detachment allows the possibility for pain to be experience from a higher perspective and as such furthers the development of human perspective rather than escaping from it.into imagination where nothing can be gained from it.
O- The perspective as high as it is imagined is still from an “Iâ€. You search for a use for pain, a gain from pain, that gain is release from all pain ultimately. We flee it nonetheless. Buddhist flee it in this life by becoming emotionally detached. Others by proposing that the affirmation of pain in this life has a purpose, an end, in which the pain is gone. The bad news, it seems, is that we have pain, that we suffer and seems like there is no justice regardless of what we do. The good news is that it is because justice is not to be found in this world, that joy cannot be found in this world and these are the good news because this is not the only world, and all this pain is a test, all this pain has meaning, all this pain, suffering and injustice is not even real, because this world itself is not real. So we wait and endure and pick up our cross that we might follow his example and earn our way into heaven. I detach from what in the end not even real and use it to gain that which is and which my hearts longs for, which is free of pain and suffering. I use pain only in so far as to free myself from pain. I detach myself, only so that I may be attached to Heaven…
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O- They sell with you don’t they? What you find “attractive”, you take as the “truth”. Because it is attractive
Actually I find it attractive because it provides the means for which I can verify for myself.which is completely different from blind acceptance.
Its amazing how we see these things differently.
O- The verification is done by yourself period! Everything, everything can and does provide the means. I Have already said that other religions have “skeletons†that let themselves to be verified personally, through, reading, meditation, whatever else you can think of a suitable for your verification. Math and Logic are not incompatible with other hypothesis. The same difficulties it brings to others, it repeats with yours. This is a crucial point. It is a common critique that religions attack other religions with argument, that if turned against itself, would damage itself. They likewise defend their beliefs with arguments, that if made equally with other religions would also defend them as easily.
— But again it is a matter of ones personal goal.
O- so much for “Detachmentâ€.
— I believe this to be an essential point of disagreement between us It is true that reality exceeds our senses but where you accept diversity as equal, I believe in mans capacity to awaken so as to become closer to objective meaning and purpose that has become diversified through the normal results of man’s sleep.
O- I don’t deny that possibility, but you must realize that it is annoying to hear such an attack on the imagination, calling what is evident our sleep-state etc and then you simply put this “I believe in man’s capacity to awaken? You, who seek to be free from the imagination, imagine this. You, who seeks to awaken, dream this. You have questioned reality, consciousness, but do not question what you believe. How come? Because like Descartes, your doubt is no real doubt, but a simple need, water and mild soap to erase what is contrary to your new taste. You erase what is evident so that you might place in it’s place what you believe to be the case and what you believe is beyond question, it is the “Isâ€, it is being, it is “Realityâ€. Where all else was found to be wanting your “real†is not.
— Your approach seems to pull objective reality down to our fallen level and the acceptance equal quality of diversity.
O- Your approach by contrast pulls down objective reality, that which we both sense, down, proclaims a fallen state, which I guess you can only “seeâ€, and then save us just as quick by affirming our ability to discriminate between the two cases, you have imagine. What you claim for humanity, really, you only need to claim for yourself. The salvation you bring us, that ability to discriminate, saves first of all, you. Me? I have to feel what you feel and “see†what you “seeâ€, first and it is here we we find ourselves. This is our true mess. The problems of other minds…
— We are unable on our own to do anything but psychologically turn in circles exchanging one quality of imagination for another.
O- How do you know? Have all of humanity so far just been turning in circles within their imagination? Don’t you think such a statement needs to be qualified?