I used to think of it as my calling, yeah. Unfortunately that world doesn’t address any real issues.
In the end to take a meaningful perspective you need to have a philosophical outlook, need to be able to see things almost objectively - not as they are, as there is no single way that they are, but more like as they “see” themselves.
Hard to explain.
“Things are rooted in themselves” said the Dogen, the great Japanese philosopher of zen. That statement summarizes my approach.