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Nah wrote:The solution, although simple in its essence, isn't very easy. This is because the connection/fixation tendency of ours seems to be very deeply rooted, and the pigeon-hole thinking and massive overrating tendency might be coming directly from the nature of our awareness.
It means, we need to learn about our tendencies and to become highly aware of how we operate if we are to do reverse engineering of ourselves, hacking and cracking of our logical and emotional mess, and drastic clean up and re-organization of both conscious and subconscious connective/fixation landscape.
Peachy Nietzsche wrote:Nah wrote:The solution, although simple in its essence, isn't very easy. This is because the connection/fixation tendency of ours seems to be very deeply rooted, and the pigeon-hole thinking and massive overrating tendency might be coming directly from the nature of our awareness.
It means, we need to learn about our tendencies and to become highly aware of how we operate if we are to do reverse engineering of ourselves, hacking and cracking of our logical and emotional mess, and drastic clean up and re-organization of both conscious and subconscious connective/fixation landscape.
I have been trying to do just this for quite some time (about 6 months).
I have found that rerouting the subconscious and unconscious desires which give direction to our conscious actions is not possible and only leads to anxiety.
Why? Because our mind does not function semantically - it works in a spectrum, a continuum, of various thoughts and attachments. Thinking that our conscious actions have a "root subconscious desire" is a drastic oversimplification of human thought pattern. It doesn't work - and it leads to neurosis.
All of our mental processing is delicate and intricate.
As soon as we deny ourselves a suspected "subconscious desire", it essentially provokes a perpetual collapse of other mental processes and ultimately (if denial of subconscious desires continues) paralysis and a state of indecisiveness results. Think of it as a "domino effect" in the clockwork of our minds.
6 months wouldn't be enough.
I started to clean up messy beliefs, systematically, when I was 14 after fully realizing the relative nature of logic. And it took about 2 years to clean beliefs in the surface layers.
But it took many more years and many different experiences to observe, learn, and satisfy/clean other facets of the mind/emotion/body.
I don't know what exactly you tried, but I don't think you knew what to do.
I have found that rerouting the subconscious and unconscious desires which give direction to our conscious actions is not possible and only leads to anxiety.
Well, in the "Trapping habits", I insisted not to touch the habits.
Also, one of the main point of this thread is "Desire based thinking".![]()
It's to go back to the desire that fired our thought activity, to be honest about the desire and to satisfy it or to observe the negative sensation/feeling that caused the desire.
So, it's not about "rerouting the subconscious and unconscious desires", although it will have the effect of modifying subconscious landscape.
However, "anxiety" can be a good sign. Generally speaking, surfacing of negative sensation/feeling can be seen as a good sign, in this type of exercise.
Still, you need enough level of awareness to take the advantage of negative sensation/feeling. Usually, you will simply end up accumulating more chains of escapism.
I have explained why some neurosis situation happens. That's why I said to take it easy.![]()
Reducing seemingly complex phenomena to simple structure is one of the desire of our mind. And really simple things can create pretty complex mechanism. For example. give me simple logic IC and enough time, and I can build complex computer system.
And I did simplify things to the awareness patterns, not just subconscious desire.
When the awareness is fast enough (because of higher density), you can observe parts of these mental processing. And it's like seeing logic gates instead of CPU (or memory, whatever) chips, if you know computer hardware.
If you can't see, it means you are not aware/logical enough, most probably.
Well, read again what I wrote, and maybe you can understand (this time) that I wasn't suggesting to deny our desires. On the contrary, I'm suggesting to satisfy our desires.
Peachy Nietzsche wrote:Yes, that's it. I am just a silly baffoon and you're a prodigy. It all seems so clear to me now.
Well, in the "Trapping habits", I insisted not to touch the habits.
Also, one of the main point of this thread is "Desire based thinking".![]()
It's to go back to the desire that fired our thought activity, to be honest about the desire and to satisfy it or to observe the negative sensation/feeling that caused the desire.
So, it's not about "rerouting the subconscious and unconscious desires", although it will have the effect of modifying subconscious landscape.
However, "anxiety" can be a good sign. Generally speaking, surfacing of negative sensation/feeling can be seen as a good sign, in this type of exercise.
Still, you need enough level of awareness to take the advantage of negative sensation/feeling. Usually, you will simply end up accumulating more chains of escapism.
I think you have an incredibly simplified concept of your own mind. Through years of drug use for psycho-introspective purposes (coincidentally when I was 14 as well, the time I began realizing how simple and stupid everyone else was), I have developed for myself a keen metacognition; it is strong enough to the point where I can indicate which neurotransmitters are being released and which feelings/thoughts they correspond with. This isn't just a delusion, either; it has been verified by several psychoanalysts and psychiatrists.
In your brain, different things are happening at different times in different locations giving rise to your conscious awareness. There are far more variables involved (mood, alertness, diet, time of day, to name a few) than one simple subconscious thought. At most, all you are doing is re-routing your response to a certain situation.
When the awareness is fast enough (because of higher density), you can observe parts of these mental processing. And it's like seeing logic gates instead of CPU (or memory, whatever) chips, if you know computer hardware.
If you can't see, it means you are not aware/logical enough, most probably.
I use amphetamine every day (the molecule is in my avatar) for the metacognition, self-awareness, and introspection it gives me. I do not doubt the possibility of mapping out subconscious desires - but realize that because that subconscious desire has existed for so long, other hidden unconscious desires have intertwined with it - If you truly 'remove' that subconscious desire, you would experience such a shit-storm of catatonia and confusion that you would be begging for sedation in the psyche ward.
Well, read again what I wrote, and maybe you can understand (this time) that I wasn't suggesting to deny our desires. On the contrary, I'm suggesting to satisfy our desires.
You said right within this very post that you have been "cleaning up messy beliefs".
There is nothing wrong with this. But as soon as you mentioned subconscious and unconscious desires, that is where the problem occurred. At most you have presented the illusion for yourself that you are actually weeding out unnecessary sub/unconscious desires.
Peachy Nietzsche wrote:Desires do not disappear when they are satisfied, where did you come up with that?
Nah wrote:Peachy Nietzsche wrote:Desires do not disappear when they are satisfied, where did you come up with that?
Can you see that you are not providing any theory nor example to support what you are saying?
Now, do you need to eat/drink/sex/shit constantly?
One you are done with it, you don't have the desire, at least for a while, do you?
What are the desire(s) you are talking about?
Explain and clarify, please. You can do it since you are supposed to have "meta-cognition".
Nah wrote:Show me what you can do (with the help of drug).
Peachy Nietzsche wrote:Nah wrote:Show me what you can do (with the help of drug).
You can step outside of your normal perspective and view everything around you with a different point of view.
helptheherd wrote:everything one does is for the purpose of learning- there is absolutely nothing that one can do without the purpose of learning- even suicide up until the point of death is in purpose for learning. this is also the same as loving yourself. desire is existence itself- if one wants to figure out which desires to keep and which desires to get rid of God is the only one that can help- trying to figure it out without the help of God (selfless love) would be useless and only lead to more suffering.
Nah wrote:Be more specific, with details, please.
Up to now, you are not providing any supporting information for your claim.
You aren't talking logically, either. I mean, you are just declaring things without much theory nor data.
Peachy Nietzsche wrote:Nah wrote:Be more specific, with details, please.
In order to gain more of an understanding about your own mind, it is beneficial to temporarily alter your normal neurochemical levels to learn through first-hand experience what certain states of mind are like with different neuronal pathways on/off/altered.
Otherwise, how could you have an accurate understanding of the mechanics of desire if you have not tampered with the root chemicals which cause desire and satisfaction?
Say for example that you wanted to be a chef, but you have spent your entire life rarely eating anything besides peanut-butter and jelly sandwhiches. So, you begin trying new and exotic food to broaden your knowledge of foods through first-hand experience, making you a better chef.
Up to now, you are not providing any supporting information for your claim.
If you are going to make such an accusation, then you'd better take the time to provide me with a specific example of when I didn't provide any supporting information. As far as I see it, if I was missing any "supporting information" then I just assumed it was common sense. So please, show me where you couldn't understand what I was saying.
Peachy Nietzsche in post A wrote:
Desires do not disappear when they are satisfied, where did you come up with that?
Peachy Nietzsche in post B wrote:so you can agree satisfaction is only temporary?
Peachy Nietzsche in post C wrote:Nah wrote: Show me what you can do (with the help of drug).
You can step outside of your normal perspective and view everything around you with a different point of view.
How so? Simply because you do not understand it, you think it isn't logical.
Aren't you also just declaring things without much data?
If you insist diving into the technicalities of our debate simply because you don't like being wrong, then may I point out that
'You are just declaring things without much theory' doesn't make grammatical sense and is poorly worded anyways. If what you meant was "There is no theory supporting what you are declaring", then I would have to say you're wrong. It seems to me that you are falling victim to the very things you are criticizing. You aren't really counter-refuting anything that I have said, and instead are just saying "No, you are wrong. And you use bad logic, too."
So before you begin to tell people that they are not providing supporting evidence, maybe you should check to make sure that you are providing supporting evidence yourself.
Furthermore, every piece of "counter-evidence" you provided (i.e. "you are not providing any supporting information for your claim" or "you aren't talking logically") could be used as counter-evidence in virtually any debate imaginable, and therefore, they have no credibility as valid counter-evidence.
Once we remove the argumentative fallacies, your post is reduced to:
"Be more specific, with details, please. Try other methods of description/explanation/indication"
basically indicating that you couldn't understand what I was saying, and felt it necessary to add 3X the amount of useful text as false accusations; most likely done in some attempt to convince yourself that you are smart.
Nah wrote:Are you saying that desires and satisfactions are all chemical based?
And how about the causes of these chemical changes?
What is the "accurate understanding of the mechanics of desire" according to you?
Please explain in detail if you can.![]()
If you have the desire to be certain type of chef, you may want to do what you think is good to become one.
Now, how a person would reason and choose what to do is arbitrary.
For example, to become a pilot, you have to follow specific course with certified instructor and pass some tests, normally, in many countries.
However, you can choose to do it differently (with possible consequences), too.
There is no absolute rule in how to do something.
Again, you are trying to overgeneralize from a few example I showed, without any supporting information.
And then, this. Isn't it obvious that you haven't provided lots of information, huh?
Look at my posts. I've quoted what you said in the post I pointed out the lack of supporting information.
Your own words I quoted are the evidence for what I said. Wasn't it easy to see?

Peachy Nietzsche wrote:Nah wrote:Are you saying that desires and satisfactions are all chemical based?
And how about the causes of these chemical changes?
What is the "accurate understanding of the mechanics of desire" according to you?
Please explain in detail if you can.![]()
Yes, it is all chemical based. And if there does exist any metaphysical "being" beyond the chemicals, then it is logical to assume that the metaphysical entity utilizes the chemicals as a medium for existence.
What do you mean the "cause of these chemical changes"?
Do you mean what causes drugs to give their effects?
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When I mention an "accurate understanding of the mechanics of desire", I am referring to the idea that a knowledge gained from first-hand experience is more accurate than a knowledge gained from just reading about something.
For example, a tight-rope walker became good at walking on tight-ropes through experience - he didn't just read books about tight-rope walking to become good at it.
If you have the desire to be certain type of chef, you may want to do what you think is good to become one.
Now, how a person would reason and choose what to do is arbitrary.
For example, to become a pilot, you have to follow specific course with certified instructor and pass some tests, normally, in many countries.
However, you can choose to do it differently (with possible consequences), too.
There is no absolute rule in how to do something.
Of course. I wasn't suggesting that there is an "absolute rule", but some ways clearly are better than others.
And then, this. Isn't it obvious that you haven't provided lots of information, huh?
If you need me to provide further information for you to understand that, then I admit I do not really know how to go about breaking it down any simpler. It seemed like a fairly simple and logical claim that you could have either agreed with or disagreed with.
Look at my posts. I've quoted what you said in the post I pointed out the lack of supporting information.
Your own words I quoted are the evidence for what I said. Wasn't it easy to see?
So because you understand your own supporting evidence, but don't understand mine, this means that I am not providing any yet you are?
It seems to me that I am providing just as much supporting evidence as you are whenever it is needed.
I don't see the point in going any further into the technicalities of this debate. Claiming that someone is using "bad logic" is a cheap shot anyways, and it doesn't make the debate amount to anything significant. Can't you just agree or disagree with what I'm saying?
Now then,
Psychoactive substances can be used to broaden one's perspective of their own mind. Can you agree with that?
Or do you disagree with that? And if you disagree, why do you disagree?
Pandora wrote:I know some people go through their day in their head as they fall asleep. I tried to do it a few times but I just couldn't remember what I thought about at say 2pm or what I felt at 3pm and so on through the day. You do this with a goal in mind and if it leaves you more confused than before it can be discouraging. ( It would be hard to do it if you decided to do something like that as you go through the day as it would most definately slow you down)
I remember one of coberst books (Feeling of what happens) talked about a similar thing. The guy was saying just how much is going on below the level of awareness and how we are subsequently affected by it.(didn't really like his style, but I got his point)
Nah wrote:Well, I think you are a worshiper of chemicals.
But I'm not interested in worshiping, nor chemicals, much.
What is exactly you have learned as "accurate understanding of the mechanics of desire" ?
Can you explain what you learned in detail, more than what you have done above?
For example, the tight rope walker may be able to explain the initial fear and its effect as well as subsequent calmness and specific mental state associated with it IN DETAILS.
It may change perspectives. I'm not sure if it broadens or narrows
From my experiences talking with drug users, they might have obtained different perspectives through their drug use (and/or abuse), but they had net tendency in overrating the drug induced perspectives.
And I'm talking about the problem associate with the overrating tendency of our mind.
Also, I think some of drug induced perspectives can be obtained without drugs, and it costs less than using drugs in several ways.
It seems you are in hurry to obtain approval or disapproval, which can be the sign of strong desire (or nearly the level of thirst) for "certainty".
Why don't you present A LOT more detailed understanding (if you have) of the "mechanism of desire" and whatever you want to talk about?
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