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She came out looked like mess. She did some hash now she is ok. Voulnerable.must do something. . But what to do to do to do? He keeps her hi all day....when try to put in subliminals, wife starts yelling...for god's sakes she is 25.(Let them have fun)....he used to own a pot shop..he is a drifter....trust him? ..am hi to some extent to be on same level, but they want me to go hash too....then she starts again--but you did acid when you were wild..."Yeah" he says , but I was on a death trip, almost didn't get out, and only the thought I would find a girl like you saved me...I feel comfortable with doing grass for her sake.". . She comes out doing, and looks better. He always pumps her up when she is down.------- now I am faced with september publication worry it will not be ready,paid for it already . "Never have published anything before. Somebody says in the background (is it now or long ago) "deal with it" again, "deal with it" and I tell her , her brother committed suicide because he was doing drugs, and we have other things to worry about, maybe california will settle us down, here near Eugene, I don,t know, things are not going well. Tried to do some yoga she said been there, done that.. Today is another day. Maybe she will get some idea of a purpose to get up. If I can't prop her up, the family may go(try erasing that thought) and I found out he don't like me when I'm not on and him acting like a sunshine superman used to in old donovan days, so he was disappointed I did not take hash with him. Plus she told him I am bi, and now he may be using that as a butress, but I have a grand retort, "but my dear...(Explatatives---) your'e not my type. (Thank god that's true)