Thinking About Going Into Permanent Exile

Currently I am going through my own existential or personal crisis. I just took a pay cut and the future of working or existing the “honest” way in so called civilized society is not looking very attractive at all.

More and more my future life from now looks like one of eternal wage slavery without any hope whatsoever of alleviation.

I will not succumb to slavery.

I see no escaping or fighting it in within the confines of civilization along with the bastards and bitches that run it.

I see no benefit in remaining within civilization. I see nothing at all.

At this point in the game I am thinking about going deep into a permanent exile living on the fringes of civilization and society. Thankfully I know of four to seven hundred miles of wilderness that can facilitate as sanctuary for me living off the land away from collectivist nightmare as I like to call it.

If I can’t be independent within civilization I will create my own image of a existence outside it.

It is there I plan to make my final stand and hope to retain some personal self independence something of which I no longer see possible in collective society.

I am not sure either way what I am going to do at this point but I do know that I will come to my decision by September of this summer. Either things will get better by this September where I will continue to etch out a existence within civilization or I will make my permanent retreat outside of it.

To be honest I am quite calm about all of this because I have dazed into the nightmarish future of modern society where I wish to take no part in it. It doesn’t interest me. A social fascist future of biological tracking and identification systems run by madmen or fools just to hint at what I see in store for this sad pathetic humanity.

I imagine myself in this permanent exile of mine as one where I live as isolative hermit or mountainman living on the fringes of civilization.

In the past I have fantasized and imagined about doing this but I think this is the first time that I have felt more comfortable with the decision in actually putting it into practice. I feel more and more that this might be my only path to self fulfilling satisfaction.

My woman of course has talked about this with me where she has said that if worse comes to worse she would come with me to do the same.

If this is taken up me, her, and my offspring would live in the sanctuary of the wild awaiting for event that would bring the collapse of civilization that would be the only thing to bring us out of exile. Either that or we would die trying. We both know the risks in all of this and those who would try to oppose us.

Now for those who like seeing my posts here know that upon my exile I will stroll back every once in awhile on the internet through some random public library assuming that they do not take away free speech in the future so that I can mock the world around me as usual. :laughing: =P~ :laughing: :stuck_out_tongue:

Every once in awhile I will want to stroll back into civilization just to keep up on current events where I will describe and give out testimonials of what it is like living in exile within the wilderness from the far reaches of “civilized” society. :laughing:

That and because also I will want to scavenge around for supplies,tools, or resources also from time to time.

Good luck trying to find a “wilderness” wherein you will not be hunted out and rousted.

Society has become a “Comply or Die” paradigm. They don’t allow the uncontrolled to live - anywhere.

Your only actual hope is in a very small grouping of a special nature, but you would have to learn it. Not much chance of that.

What nonsense…I found a wilderness just yesterday.

I climbed over a fence and was surrounded by these strange creatures shuffling with this lost stare in their eyes.
Land of the dead…equally so.
But they were wearing different rags, so there was some inclination towards uniqueness.

Where I am going it will be extremely isolated where I will be lucky enough to run into other human beings for weeks or months that is if I was to intentionally go out of my way to look for them.

Yes, I know. I know the risks involved and I am already aware with the stance of those that control civilization towards the feral or transient.

Thankfully one of my greatest skills is being invisible.

It won’t be impossible to track me but it won’t be easy either.

:laughing:

Don’t kid yourself.

Years ago, I desinged a special backpack with all the tools and supplies to last me 20 years in the wild.
I took quite a while to design it.
But then I discovered, being ever alert to what I knew was going to be my “packed it or die” situation, that what was actually necessary could no longer be found, anywhere.
That was merely a “place to be”, truly isolated.

Having seen much of what the new military has with which to accomplish their paradigm of total dominance, I can easily see that no matter where you live, you won’t live there for long. They don’t have to see you - “Agent Orange - kill everything that isn’t US”.

:laughing: I was in the military. :wink: I am already aware of their advanced toys and satellite surveillance systems.

At any rate if I stay within civilization the way things currently are I am already dead just a more slower death.

I’d rather go out fighting even if I might lose. :laughing: :evilfun:

If that is how it will end it will be a great day to die. [-X

Die fighting, rebelling, and resisting. That is how I want to exit this place.

You won’t be fighting.
You won’t even know they were there.
You WILL merely become ill.
…and die along with (hopefully before) your woman.

Maybe, maybe not. Fate will decide. There is always random dumb luck too. :wink:

Quit being a joy killer. :laughing:

He is a “disciple of chaos”…ironically a self-organizing, self-perpetuating, one.
I loved Dark Knight.

I was in the military…I learned that all that military shit is of the bovine variety.

I did get to shoot a gun though. Now I’m not even allowed to shoot off my mouth.
Too many children around; one of them might break skin and have daddy come running to teach me that all the kids are here to have fun with the toys.

The military is a bunch of organized ants really. Together they are a unstoppable formidable force and synchronistically mechanical but isolate a couple from their squad or command to watch how directionless they really are on their own. Like ants seperated from the hive left to hopelessly fend on their own.

Self organization? You bet. That is what genuine individual independence is.

You know, if you actually used all that energy in a focused manner, you might really achieve something. You might change the world. You might get a job which you find satisfying. Whatever. As it is, you are just chasing your own tail.

“That which remains in Self-Harmony cannot perish.”

“Clarify, Verify, and Instill the Perception of Hopes and Threats that Optimize the Momentum of Self-Harmony”

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Not me. I am smart enough to know the world is a lie and deceit but not smart enough or financially well to do in being economically successful.

I am just too plainly average for this world of high expectations and zero sum game rules.

In this world you are either economically successful or you are reduced to that of a eternal slave. There is no middle anymore.

You are either a technological or mechanical specialist where if not you are reduced to a non-specialized slave.

Since I can’t be economically successful where I refuse to play the part of the slave my only independence is my independent act of exiting out of the game altogether where I will create and define my own world.

Here’s a quaint idea, requiring nothing more than a shift in perspective:

Consider the buildings trees, the roads rivers, the manimals anything from worms to weasels and from tigers to cows, and live amongst them in this wilderness…this desert of the real.

The change is a recognition of genetic to memetic diversity.
Just in this forum you can find sheep, lions, ants, bugs, wolves, rabbits, all under the watchful eyes of the gardener, who is one of them himself.

The desert of the real is civilization. The real has always been the natural primordial which exists outside of it which is not imposed by the artificial simulation.

The real has always been that of instinct versus cultural conditioning.

And what an advantage a hunter would have in seeing the real underneath the emptiness and who stops associating himself with the cattle around him.

As uniformity increases, internally, though it might take on all these superficial traits to pretend that it is free and complex, an equal and opposite reaction takes place…fragmentation.

Take this lovey-dovey bullshit, all fake and simplistic, yet it sharpens hatred and its natural role as discriminating.

All true.
But merely an accurate account of the situation. Not a proposal for solution.
Ahh yes, that’s right, “there is no solution”.
I think they refer to that as “Fatalism”.

…and trying to think of civilization as that “jungle” didn’t work for me either. The natural jungle doesn’t have targeting intelligences with millennia of experience and technology hell bent on control of all life.

Advanced creatures have advanced challenges to contend with.

I am living in isolation…urban solitude.

Dispatches from an Urban Eremite

I can’t read that at all. It shows as yellow on white and doesn’t allow me to even highlight it. :confused:

It’s yellow over a black background.

Oh well, never-mind.
:-$