This is how I am

Once I realized that it is zero sum realities that are defined as evil, I realized why everything triggers me here. A rock on the ground (maybe everyone wants to see that rock) etc…

Everything, and I mean everything here traumatized me and triggers me.

I feel a little better when in see people working towards a less zero sum reality, a more consensual reality. This means I’m traumatized by everything and everyone, and will never be genuinely and fully happy until I know for a fact that we’re not in zero sum non consensual realities anymore.

I look at people who got the man, got the woman, got the parents, got the job, got the house, got the kids, live in a beautiful place… i and see what they don’t. They’re going to have to regret all of this someday.

We do live forever, whether people like it or not.

If your continuity of consciousness ever ceases on the timeline, then you can’t exist right now, as you are a subset of the timeline.

You feel traumatized, but every single person who traumatized you was thus traumatized themselves… all of us just products of our environments and working through the same dilemnas, including the inevitable forgiving of those that traumatized us and acknowledging that we’re likely to traumatize others as we share and express what has happened to us in one way or another. You’re young and impatient and wishing vengeance on others who have carved something out of life itself for themselves; feeling somewhat like you’re left behind and lashing out for attention so that you can keep up.

Vengeance ??

I want an non zero sum 100% consensual reality for all beings.

Maybe you’re projecting?

More likely that you’re self-deceiving and not on purpose. Try accepting it as a truth of self.

If I was given all the power of existence, I would put every being, including bacteria into a hyper dimensional mirror world that was 100% consensual and non zero sum … you… wouldn’t … because you want to win at the expense of another …

You’ve shown your true projective self here

I thought about this too. Like if I get vengeance on my enemies and make them suffer horribly, that I might end up reincarnating as them and end up being my own victim.

But on the other hand, they make me suffer horribly, and so either way I get a raw deal. (Raw deal means a horrible deal. They made me take the psychopathy test. That was one of the questions, does life give you a raw deal.)

From my perspective, the people administering the tests are psychopaths.

The easiest way to spot a psychopath is what they wear and if or how they greet you in context passing by.

When people say, “hi there” “hey there” “hi” “hey” “morning” (not GOOD morning), “afternoon”, “evening” unless they know the rule, they are not psychopaths… all other greetings for a regular greeting from people close or strangers are psychopathic … including peace signs, bows and salutes.

That’s the easiest way to spot a psychopath …

If they walk by you and say “nice day”… psychopath.

If they wear rings or tattoos …

Psychopath

If they use possessive terms for people, such as “my friends”… psychopath

The list goes on and on, and I can prove all those conditions…

I haven’t the slightest idea what you are talking about. All I know is that I feel like I am a psychopath. And that is how I KNOW the mental health system is quackery…let me explain.

First of all they say psychopaths have no emotions (besides hate and anger) and can’t cry. Yet I cry. Most of the time it feels like an invisible wall stopping me from crying. But sometimes the wall is not there anymore. And I also took the psychopath test many years ago. It said I was 80% psychopath then. But I have become more psychopathic since then and my mind has filled with continuously more hatred since that time.

When I see dead people on the news I feel nothing. The only thing I ever feel is hate or anger at the injustice. Either I feel hate and anger that they locked an innocent animal behind bars. Or hate an anger about the loss of a victim who didn’t deserve to die. When I think about jokes about death or the dead I usually laugh or smile. And let me tie into how this proves the mental health system is quackery.

I didn’t always used to be like this. I used to be the nicest person on the planet. Even stepping on a bug I would try to save the bug’s life. But this is what happens with feminism. Feminism is like a Spartan Warrior program. It molds you, twists your mind, shoves you into a little jar and molds you and breaks you. It litterally breeds psychopaths. This world is a hellscape, a literal breeding grounds of forced psychopathy.

And that is how I know the mental health industry is quackery. They say psychopathy is an inborn trait, that you are born with it. Yet how would they know? They don’t do brain scans of children. So they have no idea if children are born as psychopaths or not.

Also PS: Since I am a psychopath it is difficult for me to get into a relationship. People are boring and 2 dimensional and most of their talk bores me. I feel unable to make any real connection with most people. Yet feminism says I have to court a woman and can’t get laid till I talk to her for 3 months. This is contributing to my psychopathy even more. If I could just have one moment of lust I would be able to be have a deeper emotional experience and feel more love. Yet I have to talk to a woman 3 months to get laid. When I hate socializing and dating people because it makes me feel anxious. Even worse is having to do stupid boring activities with them too. Most of them aren’t even gamers so they are just boring to be around. It’s a double whammy because while I’m pretending to enjoy their activities, they are probably cheating on me and talking behind my back anyway. I don’t trust any of these modern millennial at all. You can’t love someone unless you feel they are being honest and reasonable with you about stuff. Modern millennial are the furthest thing from that.

Ecmandu, does this mean you don’t want to eat? All these living cells that your stomach acids dissolve. You seem well fed though. You can eat a lot less, or better yet don’t eat at all.

You can either become a breatharian or die trying.

science.howstuffworks.com/innov … harian.htm

Anyway you’re prolly too materialistic to even try it. Let alone succeed.

Go kill yourself.

I’m not calling myself good, I’m calling myself good in a zero sum world, which just means, better than others …

My ultimate reality is to have even bacteria be a hyperdimensional mirror reflection, so I kill the reflection and not the actual bacteria itself, while getting all the benefits of it.

no worry! bizarro save you!

That’s funny.

But in all seriousness, existence doesn’t tolerate lose, lose, lose etc…

Scenarios. Not even the lottery accepts that.

I know what I’m entering (doing)

This is kinda funny, because it’s easy for psychopaths to get into relationships seeing as their entire childhood social adjustment is taken up by learning how to mimic whatever is successful but without any of the social fear to hold them back. They tend to be risk-seeking, which seems to be very attractive to adolescent females, and they’re shallow as well as uncaring of what other people think of them, which makes them easily accessible.

Everything you’ve said just makes you sound like a regular angry and frustrated kid. It sounds more like mild autism than psychopathy. I would suspect you merely feel like you could release your anger and cause great destruction, but you tend not to in favour of thinking of yourself as a force to be feared. You’d rather blame Feminism than face that you weren’t born into the attractive few. The narcissism you exhibit is probably the closest thing to psychopathy, but your paranoia is probably your most dangerous characteristic.

It sounds like your standard of proof is probably not a legitimate one.

And you seem to like to throw around your terminology a lot without actually explaining any of it.

Well, for example… silhouette,

Everyone on earth knows how the day is going…

“There are some things I appreciate about the day”

If you give any other answer, you’re admitting to enjoying a 6 year old boy being raped by his Sunday school teacher in bengladesh!

Thus, you are a psychopath …

Psychopaths talk about pleasure in universals (the whole day in existence is good)… it’s not just narcissism, because of all the delight from all universal abuse, it is psychopathy.

This is called neuro-linguistic programming and operant conditioning…

They’re trying to make you say that abusing you is good, a contradiction, to assert social dominance.

One of the tricks of this, is that if you say, “yeah… it’s pleasant today, I’m having a good day”

Is that since the psychopath is part of the day, you just admitted to them that they are good.

Males use this daily technique to invest in abusing people so that females will consent to sex with them.

Females just do it to be mean for the sake of being mean.

I’m going to tell you a secret of mine, that obviously will no longer be a secret.

If a male abuses me, any female he wants will fall in love with him. Actually, for any relationship that exists in this globe between men and women required a male to abuse me.

It’s true, I can prove that too.

Now try to comprehend how much suffering that is in one spirit.

It’s easy for me to prove that I’m the only male who deserves sex with women in this species, it’s also very easy for me to be evil.

But evil is simple, and I love a challenge.

I need to explain this to you, as I did to certainly real:

Logic is higher than the highest god conceivable AND!

Logic is not aware of itself or aware that it exists.

There will come a day, when your consciences will feed in you, everyone has a conscience, it is not my curse upon you, it is logic.

I really have no ill will to people here, but I am sorry to say that I know what your soul will bring upon yourselves to clear your consciences.

It has never been anyone’s job to redeem sin except you for yourself.

Well now I know for sure ecmandu is a sadist fraud hired to give empathy a bad name.
I was kind enough to give him an actual power to start stopping killing in this life but guess what — that’s the only thing he ignores.
Fake cynical clown.

Or he just cares for the pussy he can’t get and not for the plants and animals he can save… typical inconsiderate male.

I’m not a sadist, people have already interpreted that I have more goodness. Unless goodness is abused, females won’t consent to sex.

My hyperdimensional mirror plan = zero killing of anything or harm for that matter.

My trauma from the zero sum nature of my entire reality and that of others is indicative of true goodness …

Everything here traumatizes me because I actually care. If pussy was all I cared about, i’d just be evil, like every other man in human history who got or gets some.

When I first figured out that being mean to me got men laid , I was furious!

Not anymore, because, now I know that when they get consciences they’ll have to do the same spiritual cleansing process I had to do, regret all of your memories. And I feel sorry for them, which is why I’m trying so hard to get the hyperdimensional mirrors up, so that they don’t have to.

I’m not seeking revenge