You have learned fear, you have understood pain.
You say “do you have any idea what i coud do to you”,
because you want me to wake up!!!
I am awake.
Im not afraid of you as you know, i also understand human capasity for evils.
I am not focused on happey, i am focused on alive, because when you are alive you can learn and make progress.
People know that they will die of old age here on earth anyways, so then they dont realy think their life has as much value, they think like it is doomed… and it is. Earth is a sick joke to life…
If the bible is true… and the verses i read were true,
then God was a fool to me. I know that if we did not die from old age, then with time we would get smarter and sin less with time individualy. Was it about sin?
All i see is blind anger and judgement, and liternaly no compassion or decency… Im not afraid of God anymore, i usedto be more religious then all of you i think, but then i change. I put the truth above God… Now i dont care if he is there or not, or what he think of me, because im not afraid. I will be for life, as i was from it.
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My own religion now, is so deep and took so long for me to make…
that i think i waste my time by starting to talk about it.
What you value and what you think good and bad is has alot to do with what you need and what you learn. I know that we need to be alive more then to feal or think 1 mere ideal… If i was God i would heal and not judge… as human i will try to heal and not judge.
Uccisore, i think you might be a bit opinionated about somthing.
If you were alive hundereds of years ago you might be dead right now,
because of no health care and not much understanding of human need back then, you know life expectancy is over twice now what it was in ancient greece for example.
Satisfaction will always be optional, i am not talking about stupid thoughts and desires, im talking about being alive. I think that what is most holy is medical sceince, not strict and stupid law of… suposed god… not that i know him.
In my passed i had great anger at God, before that i had fear, now i dont fear him, i wont play any stupid games no more, i am more and more sain as time passes. I realize long ago that the root of justice is existance of life. Health is the scale of right and wrong, it is all connected to existance. No more death will mean far more joy and wisdom for each.
oh, and about torture.
Torture is for stupid and frustrated compassionless ideots.
If i am angery, i do not hurt anyone or insult, because i know that being an ideot does not fix. I will be willing to change mind and learn, then pateintly solve the problem instead of get mad that who and what i currently am is not working.
Also i know i can recover from torture,
the strife in my family many years ago when i was young was an exasporateing maddening torture, but i am still alive and now that i understand i can stop it from ever happening to me again!
Now i dont have to be hurt by anyone, or hurt anyone anymore ever,
because we live and learn. It is perfect example of survival being same as progress if not better then it.