Hidden identity (dan) says:
heloo
Ryan says:
hey
Hidden identity (dan) says:
ii had a terrable night
Hidden identity (dan) says:
id just woken up
Ryan says:
really
Ryan says:
i was just about to go to bed…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
please let me speek
Hidden identity (dan) says:
I had a drean
Hidden identity (dan) says:
dream*
Ryan says:
ok
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i and my freinds
Hidden identity (dan) says:
were in an old wooden farm house
Ryan says:
ok…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
outside of the door
Hidden identity (dan) says:
was a large screaming merciless demon
Ryan says:
ok
Hidden identity (dan) says:
it looked like a skeleton with green rotted flesh on it in part
Hidden identity (dan) says:
I was outside soon
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i could fly to
Ryan says:
ok
Hidden identity (dan) says:
I was looking at it, i didnt know what i wanted
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i avoided it’s attacks at first
Hidden identity (dan) says:
but soon it killed me
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i used my powers to re-form
Ryan says:
ok
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i flew far away
Hidden identity (dan) says:
in a distant road, id taken my mother’s hand
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i knew we here all in danger
Hidden identity (dan) says:
we both began to pray
Ryan says:
ok
Hidden identity (dan) says:
she told me that i needed to pray difforent to get results
Hidden identity (dan) says:
because my head was bowed to the earth and i spoke within myself
Hidden identity (dan) says:
were as she looked up and spoke outloud
Ryan says:
hmm
Hidden identity (dan) says:
I got very exasporated at her words, because it seemed like it was stupid
Hidden identity (dan) says:
then i flew even farther away
Hidden identity (dan) says:
to a far off power line, there was slow and a forest
Hidden identity (dan) says:
but no people anywere
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i was safe and alone, and then i woke up fealing sick
Hidden identity (dan) says:
I realized somthing to
Hidden identity (dan) says:
there is a price to pay for love
Hidden identity (dan) says:
it is: “Attachment”
Ryan says:
attachment?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
it can give more pain then a person’s own arm being torn off
Hidden identity (dan) says:
emotional attachment…
Ryan says:
oh, ok
Hidden identity (dan) says:
do you have any idea what this means!?
Ryan says:
the dream?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
the concept
Hidden identity (dan) says:
love gets to a sertain point
Hidden identity (dan) says:
were it can destroy you
Hidden identity (dan) says:
if what you love is lost
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i loved people too much…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
im only a mortal man
Ryan says:
…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
so i am lost
Ryan says:
I don’t think someone can love someone too much…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
have you tried it?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
have you screemed inside?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
lost?
Ryan says:
listen, think of it in this perspective…
Ryan says:
do you believe that not only is God God, but also your Father?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
yes
Ryan says:
your spiritual father…
Ryan says:
ok
Ryan says:
A parents wants to give all they have to his or her child
Ryan says:
*parents
Ryan says:
I believe that God, the reason why we are here on Earth is to help us to eventually become like Him…
Ryan says:
And He has the absolute Love for all, unconditional
Hidden identity (dan) says:
its a long and painful process for a human
Ryan says:
He loves us “too” much
Ryan says:
haha
Hidden identity (dan) says:
last night id dreamed i was jesus
Hidden identity (dan) says:
and realized the power was not his own
Ryan says:
it was God the Father’s
Hidden identity (dan) says:
just like the apostles, they were merely God’s mirror
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Hmmm… emmmm… …im not dead yet, dark days become light, maybe i am never doomed?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
But on days like these, i wish everyone i ever knew would just pray for me, during the dark hours
Ryan says:
but lemme say my point: life is one of many things that we are going to do to learn how to become better and eventually like our Father in Heaven. Loving someone too much may be one of endless characteristics that we will have to obtain.
Ryan says:
(i’ve prayed for you)
Hidden identity (dan) says:
ok…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
but how can we not feal pain at loss?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
with enough faith in Gods power to bring the dead to life?
Ryan says:
do you think God doesn’t feel pain???
Hidden identity (dan) says:
he can not die atleast…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
what a hellish jounry, 1 falls as the other learns to stand…
Ryan says:
He was very sorrowful when Jesus was killed…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Jesus came back in 7 days?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
re-created, never forgotten
Ryan says:
3
Hidden identity (dan) says:
3
Hidden identity (dan) says:
yes
Hidden identity (dan) says:
3 mere days…
Ryan says:
“what a hellish jounry, 1 falls as the other learns to stand” but listen, the one who stood up can now go and pick up the one who has fallen so both can stand…FYI
Hidden identity (dan) says:
fly?
Ryan says:
fyi, for your information
Hidden identity (dan) says:
…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
despite my pains, my spirit gets more truth per day
Hidden identity (dan) says:
what could be a greater gift?
Ryan says:
excactly
Ryan says:
!
Ryan says:
that is excactly why we all go through trials
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Verious levels of contiousness awaken in painful and pleasureable steps…
Ryan says:
that’s what i’ve been saying to you
Hidden identity (dan) says:
like a stairway up to heaven
Ryan says:
yes
Ryan says:
“line upon line, precept upon precept”
Hidden identity (dan) says:
When you help me to understand and to know and to learn peace
Hidden identity (dan) says:
you are doing God’s will
Ryan says:
yes…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
even non-christians are capable of this
Hidden identity (dan) says:
so i feal now must feal hope for them to
Ryan says:
yes, GOd uses them as tools, He wokrs in mysterious ways
Hidden identity (dan) says:
mysterious?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Diverse construct
Hidden identity (dan) says:
turning random into structure
Hidden identity (dan) says:
like life experiance and human character
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i see it every day
Ryan says:
never heard that saying before, “God works in mysterious ways” poeple not always figure out why God does somethings at times
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Ryan, today may hurt, but the future belongs to God, and will be givin to his people aswel.
Ryan says:
and what do you think is in that future>
Ryan says:
*?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
God’s final plan for earth
Hidden identity (dan) says:
despite the chaos of the ever abused freewill of man
Ryan says:
bingo
Hidden identity (dan) says:
well ryan, thank you very much for giving me comfort and helping me see.
Hidden identity (dan) says:
so,
Ryan says:
listen you just keep searching and praying for answers. . . as for me i’ll do the same, but i’m going to sleep now, again, if you have any questions let me know. Every question has an answer…
Ryan says:
later
Ryan says:
your welcome
Ryan says:
God bless
Ryan says:
yeah…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
lately i had a problem, its been a few days but Natalie is the person i care most about in the entire world
Hidden identity (dan) says:
then i think that this will bring me the most pain somehow
Hidden identity (dan) says:
But i thought God had sent me to her, i helped her with her problems
Ryan says:
Natalie, she’s your girlfriend? recent aquaintance?
Hidden identity (dan) says:
my other freinds had worse problems then her, but i did not feal so strongly for them.
Hidden identity (dan) says:
and Natalie is not my “girl freind”, she is not mine, i am trying to help her make peace with her current “boyfreind”.
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i have insight into people, wich is why some mean so much to me now, i see their value
Ryan says:
ok
Hidden identity (dan) says:
i think she is in God’s hands, i merely pray for God to show me what is the right thing to do, and i try not to be afraid of any suposed danger.
Ryan says:
listen, just be christlike, be her friend no matter what happpens, even if you get hurt some how, there is nothing that God with inflict upon you that you can’t overcome… remember that
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Ive been quite loney most of my life, im 21, unlike selfish men i merely dream of giving love, not takeing it.
Ryan says:
that good
Hidden identity (dan) says:
but its not easy on me
Hidden identity (dan) says:
oh well, yes, God is not weak, even if i am, so yes i think it will be ok.
Ryan says:
yeah…
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Today i have learned many things.
Ryan says:
but you can still overcome it
Ryan says:
life isn’t supposed to be easy, haha
Ryan says:
good!
Ryan says:
doesn’t mean you’re done though, haha
Hidden identity (dan) says:
Hidden identity (dan) says:
yah…
Ryan says:
endure to the end brother
Hidden identity (dan) says:
im never done
Hidden identity (dan) says:
you expect anything less? ofcourse not, our fate is to get closer and closer to God, we have chosen it.
Ryan says:
yes
Ryan says:
listen, i’m happy for you. but i will be more happy once i have i good nights rest… i g2g
Ryan says:
haha
Hidden identity (dan) says:
good night!
Ryan says:
later