Although this may seem a small addition to the already abounding responses that have been provided, I think I’d like to interject a bit of my own response to asked questions - well, insofar as anything I’ve derived from this world so far can be considered “my own.” Many philosophies on death have spoken on this matter on myriad levels: “once I’ve lived like the Gods, no more is needed” -Freidrich Holderlin; The discussions and pedagogy of the renowned philosopher and teacher, Shelley Kagen. at Yale, and his ideas of the Lesser forms of life and the justification/vindication of suicide; “As ever when one unweaves a rainbow, it does not become less wonderful” Richard Dawkins in the God Delusion; “When you learn how to die, you learn how to live” Mitch Albom in Tuesdays with Morrie. These aphorisms by which certain people live are, as one could surmise, separate from religion in terms of their profundity and effectuality. Even with respect to the statement about the Gods is separate in effect and drive in life, which is why I brought it up. To live like that which man has made to be what he considers greatness is, for some, enough for a lifetime- independently of any deity’s presence.
I’m a very nice guy, so I’ve heard lol, and a lot of people have asked me a similar question of why I am so nice even though I had no religion to “keep me in check” so to speak. I used to be Christian, but came to my own conclusions about things; moreover, my reason in saying this is that soon after I was detached from any sanctity or religiousness, I had a revelation. “I was Christian because I was a good person, I wasn’t a good person because I was Christian.” This idea can be paralleled to the desire to live. I cherished life because I had an opportunity to make the most of it, as I’ve done just fine without any religion to adhere to, not that that’s any sort of burden. My family, in entirety, is comprised of solely Christians. And I don’t love them any less because of it; although, sadly I’m not to sure I can say the same about them toward me.
Nietzsche has in one of his writings “on truth and lies” I believe which delineates the lives of two men. One follows intuition, and one follows his rational. The man of intuition is opposed to abstraction, living his life in mysticism in a perpetual search of happiness, while the rational man seeks out “truth” in vain and is never in great joy. This may seem to be that mysticism would have the votes, but this entails so much fluctuation between happiness and moroseness that it eventually levels out with that of the scientist or rational man who is never over-joyed. See, I think we truly do live in a world of our own making, and that “knowing” was long ago made up by some people, in all of their arrogance and insatiableness, who needed a means by which they could live and communicate. All concepts, words, ideas are mere fragmentation of a greater whole, which is incomprehensible to the two metaphors which Nietzsche brings up in his writing: 1- visual; 2 auditory.
My reason in bringing this up is to say, in the midst of these thoughts, I have really no choice but to think of life as futile and pointless, which I do lol. But… pointless, with its usual negative connotation, does not always bespeak negativity. Do you ever walk outside to look at the moon in the middle of the night because it is such a beautiful night? Do you ever fall in love and cherish another person illogically among all others out there? Do you ever wish that you could speak to someone who has long ago passed away so that you could be with them for just one last time? All these things are pointless, futile in the grand scheme of things, yet we still do them. Why? Well, because that’s living. See, when things are given, they are often taken for granted, but I don’t think anything was given to me. It just happened for me So I better do my best to cherish all the time that I have while I have it. I could almost start crying from the thought of it, and I’m not an emotional guy, believe me.
Ya know, I was just outside looking at the stars in the giant sky of mass and energy, looking at the different constellations and clouds, thinking about when I was a child, and where I’ll be in 50 years. A plane flew over-head. I wished I knew everyone on that plane as well as everyone else in the world. My new life has made me love humanity. I’ll always understand why people fight, but to be okay with it is an entirely different story. I’m an atheist and I am cool, to such an extent that a complete loser can be cool lol. But yeah, it makes me happy to be here with you and anyone else who reads this. We people rock, end of story.
I hope this provides a better understanding of where atheists, or at least I, obtain drive in life. I have no pride, seeing as how, like Nietzsche says, I think all we comprehend is fabrication and the word which would properly define the greater whole simply could not exist, seeing as how all words are fragments of the whole. How could one take pride in that which was only his contrivance in the first place? It’s like putting a stick in a place, going away, then coming back and commending yourself for having found it lol. I have no one to live for other than myself, and other people who have questions about life. It may seem sick to some “acculturated” or “conformed” minds, but the idea of my death, to me, is the most beautiful thing in the world. Life is sort of like a book or a letter. You read or write quicker when you get to the end but you don’t want it to end, so you write more and more until the end inevitably comes, and when it does, a masterpiece is born. Or in some cases… maybe not lol.
If you have any further questions I’d be glad to answer them