Also, with this whole bottom up thing, how do you get passed the concept of birth? Do you deny your own birth?
If everything must be tested, how do you get passed the fact of the concept of self?
If the self is important then why do you love your self?
If realization of your beliefs is external to self, then you should do nothing until you die.
If you love desire then how are you evil? -if you are not evil then how may you be bottom-up?
If your goal is not to grow satanism, then how did you learn of it?
If satanism by definition has rebels then it is irrational.
If ideas in satanism are hard to understand, then satanism is hard to understand.
If satanism is hard to understand then it is not rational.
If satanism is not rational then why do you live?
Is life not rational?
Why is satanism not the majority?
If satanism is not the majority, then it is weak.
Therefore, if one’s purpose is to grow satanism, they are weak.
Do you accept being weak?
Do you think you are strong in a certain way?
If this way is not the majority then you are lonely.
Depression is due to a lack of intelligence.
God bless
-hth