I said it was a ill conceived fantasy, not a plan, because I can tell you offered zero knowledge or evidence of practical experience in turning your abstract ideas into something physical. Your purely in a infantile fantasy stage playing with the idea that something could arise. I doubt you took anything datawise even beyond some scribbles.
Let’s say you want to measure time. You think your the first to do this, and your excited about it. You come on the forum, and say you’ve complied 9,000 pages of data on morphic change, watching ice drip into water, wind push the leaves about, movement to settling, seeing people pass one another on the streets, and are completely entranced with the sun and the moon rising and setting. Has to be some way to quantify all this information in some way… in order to do this, your going to jump back into your statistics, rework the quantifiable data… a method of expressing phenomena change has to arise from your super human genius originally.
All the while, not a hint of evidence in any post you made your on the verge of building a water clock, a sun dial, that you even know what a gear is to make a wind up watch, or have the slightest clue what a Piezo-Electro fuse is. Yet, everyone reading your posts would think this in parts, yet the concept taken from Startrek of The Prime Directive holds here… nobody has never cared to tell you how foolish and shortsighted your ideas are. Not because it can’t be done, but because you simply can’t do it his your approaching it.
You need more than compiling statistical data, you need a physical frame of reference in which to experimentally use materials to build prototypes capable of making products that either are the ends you seek, or advance the frontier towards making it. Something to test your hypothesis once in a while.
You don’t do this, and we can tell very easily. How? Cause you should of been asking engineering questions as well. Brought up issues with hypotheticals of materials being used. You would of noticed by now in your Google searches other products already exist, that does much of what your talking about already. Already built, and if you pay extra, you can get master programmer devices that do real time quantification readings, giving you raw data to build your ideas on.
But no. You show absolutely no evidence of this. Your mind blown away by the magical charms of your “data”, or the myth of your data, hard to say you actually collected it in any detail that isn’t worth being tossed away as the lining of a chicken coup, and won’t look away from it for a second to consider his to practically approach ideas.
So… instead you come here, excited, and tell us. And this cycle emerges:
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Don’t bullshit yourself, as that graph above is exactly derailing your reactions and behaviors. It also shows how everyone has belittled you, and why your in this backwards, recursive mode of social interaction, as well as why you keep finding yourself shoved off to the horizon and banned.
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You gotta start turning your ideas concrete. Not just wishing it, but doing it. Your ideas need to transition towards actual science, researching materials. There is a concept in philosophy known as “The Republic of Science”. Ya’ need to join it. Learn more about experimental design and the scientific method. Get some materials, hold them in your hand, have either a dremel or soldering iron in the other, and… make shit happen.
Finally… your suicide ethics isn’t very ethical, as it isn’t very practical or realistic. Moms aren’t going to attach a cyanide capsule around their kids neck, guaranteeing them a way out. Its just a rather stupid and unethical system of ethics, as it is a system that preys on the worst fears and demented thoughts of individuals. Ethics aims to avoid this, not cater to it. Its unethical to sell a handgun to someone in the midst of a suicidal depression.
Your not getting banned from this site, nor are you being thrown away. Continue to post. I recommend you take up the study of geometry on the side, and research experimental design. Take a machine drawling class. Talk to one of the engineers on this forum. Stop bringing up suicide as the solution to all social problems, or how shitty your love life is. There are enough people here with shitty, disappointing love lives around, they don’t need your negative data to add to their sense of malaise.
Lastly, remember that toy from Toy Story that the machine grabbed… he thought he was going to a higher, better place. Guess what, he didn’t. He got his ass chewed up by a dog. Your better off here. Learn to solve your ideas, and work pass your limitations. You can’t even see them, how bad off you are. Its why you need to stick the fuck around and learn how to think like the people who cause you confusion and painful thoughts. You don’t have to become them, but you do gave to comprehend them to the degree they know themselves, and understand why they see you as they do. What emotions and concepts come into play in their heads? How does of arise in their heads, but not in yours. Why aren’t you as aware of it as they are?
Running from the things that are difficult… its not going to help you at this point. You live a unproductive, loveless life where suicide is the best resort to your pain and suffering you can think of. What about the multiplicities of life? The interlocking complexities? To walk the pilgrim’s trail in contemplation of ancient truths? To find and be inspired by beauty? To hold someone and smile, laugh, shout and cry? To exhaust yourself in a physical searching? To take upon a dangerous and daring task purely on the basis of “it can be done” over “am I thinking this through safely”? A world of originality, spontanity, a endless burst of colors, emotions, and faces stretched out before you… you can experience these things, with a change of mindset. Let go, breathe, don’t be a douchecock and run away from the possibilities inherent in existence. Get angry, but also remember… this is the hard part, get happy.
