I have written about the “ad hoc” nature of our existence…
that there is no overall theory of everything, not even in
the disciplines of history or economics or social studies
or physics or biology or philosophy…
another way to seek this overall theory of existence is the drive
to the eternal…seeking what is eternal in human beings, idea’s,
theories, religions, but can we even see anything that is eternal?
god is dead, remember, and we have no overall theory of existence…
and nationalism and other such things have no eternal aspects…is love
eternal? nope…so what exactly is eternal? nothing as far as can tell…
to seek the eternal is to seek a theory of everything…so if there is no eternal,
there is no search for the theory of everything…
and we have our disconnection and alienation of human beings from society,
the state, their culture, each other and being disconnected/alienated from ourselves…
so how do we bring back connection/ relationship between the individual and the
state/society/culture/ each other and ourselves?
If the problem of alienation arises from our “ad hoc” theories of everything,
then how do we “overcome” this “ad hoc” nature of all our theories?
I have brought two answers to bear, one is a focus on the values we hold…
if we hold onto values like love, hope, justice, freedom, diversity, openness…
just to name a few values we could focus on instead of holding “ad hoc” theories
of existence, we hold on to values… and it is within those values that we
understand the nature of existence…our judgements, our actions, our
perception of the universe is through these values… I see the universe through
the values of love or hope or justice… how we connect to the universe, to
our fellow man, to the state, to the culture is by the values we choose, be it love
or hope or peace or justice…
the second possibility is by the goals we choose… we understand existence by
the goals we aim for…I want to know how I can exists as myself, as an individual
and how I can be part of the society, the us…how do we fit into society/the state/
the culture is one of the major questions of the modern era…it may be said to be
the major question of the modern era…Kierkegaard works about the individual,
was the opening shot in the war/battle between the individual and the state…
and we have come no closer to an answer then K did…
what is the relationship between the state/society and the individual?
it is more then a political question or a social question or a economic question,
it is all three and much more…Marxism tried to answer this question by
putting human beings as a small, insignificant aspect of the much larger
substructure of economics that dominated everything…
communism does the same thing as the isms as capitalism and catholicism, and
buddhism does… if there some overall plan of god, then there is no room
for man…we become bit players in some overarching plan of another…
even if it is god’s plan…I reject this diminution of the human being…
individual beings even the lowest among us can still have value and worth…
because of the possibilities inherent within all of us… but we must
struggle to reach our possibilities…and that too means we must achieve and then overcome
our daily needs both bodily and psychological…we cannot achieve our possibilities
if we are engaged in a daily fight for basic human needs of food, water, shelter,
health care and education…
in seeking our individual possibilities, we become greater then just one individual…
that is why the society must, must give all energy to meeting the individual needs,
all of us, our need for food, water, shelter… etc, etc…
and then, we can reach for what is possible for us… so we can spend our mornings
meeting our society needs, doing our jobs for example, and then in the afternoon,
we spend it seeking what is possible for us… this is basically what Marx wrote…
give society several hours so we can meet our bodily needs and then we take
several hours on our own to seek and reach that which is possible for us…
this division then allows us to be part of society, and also allows us
to seek our individual self… we are part of society and we are ourselves…
the best of both worlds… we no longer seek the bauble of existence,
we simply fulfill our social obligations and then we engage in a search for
what is our possibilities…maybe 4 or 5 hours for each, society’s need,
and then our possibilities…
given our modern technology, I see this as very doable…as of right now,
we only give lip service to those who wish to engage in what is possible for themselves,
but we force them to either starve or they must engage with society to the point
of not being able to seek their possibilities…our current system of 40 hour, 5 day
work week, 50 weeks of the year just isn’t able to allow enough time or energy for
someone to make an engagement with their possibilities…it takes time and leisure
for someone to properly engage with their possibilities…instead of the current war
between society and the individual, they work together to achieve their respective
goals…and they can achieve their goals only if they work together…
there is an underlying collective intelligence that exists within society…
we make collective decisions often without any public consultations…
for example, an election is a collective decision made by all of us…
and we make such decisions, collective decisions as in the almost
universal move to make marijuana legal in all 50 states…
that was a collective decision made individually by each state…
as was the decriminalization of homosexuality…
universal decisions made individually…
and then carried out universally…
but once again, decisions made “ad hoc” without any sense of a universal plan,
or theory…it just feels right or sounds right…as is true with our sense of
justice or fairness…it just feels right…but with no plan as such…
I attempt to reach the eternal in me and in the universe and I fail…
why? because I am not eternal or fixed or set or universal… I am the very
personification of “ad hoc”…everything about me is temporary, designed
to meet the moment at hand, to understand the current situation, but not
go beyond that…
to seek the eternal is to seek something outside of me and what actually
exists outside of me? if Kant is right and we organize the universe based on
patterns set in our mind, then there is nothing outside of us…if Kant is right…
so what is eternal? what is universal?
god, freedom and immortality?
what do you say?
Kropotkin