Well, then committing suicide is apparently meaningful to them; and since they’re still alive even while attempting suicide, living is apparently meaningful to them… (It’s only when the attempt is successful that one’s life can be said to be meaningless to oneself in this sense—and only because one is then lifeless!)
Sure, but what does this (objectively) meaningless survival instinct imply? That life is meaningful.
Indeed:
I think there most probably is no objective meaning, but I’m still subject to all kinds of (implied) subjective meanings.
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