[size=120]I, also, wish to apologize to ILP for being so open and honest with my opinions.
At the time I made all those nasty, but truthful, comments, I had on idea you were all a bunch of cowards AND RETARDED DEGENERATES, USING THE WORD “PHILOSOPHY” TO PRETEND THAT YOU WERE SOMETHING OTHER THAN THE SOCIAL SYSTEM THAT PRODUCED YOU…AND WHICH YOU ADAPT TO SO HARMONIOUSLY.
WELL, WITH THE HELP OF DENIAL, LARGE AMOUNTS OF INEBRIATING POP-CULTURE, AND DRUGS.
I have no learned that you to not seek clarity, but to preserve your sense of entitled pretentiousness, and that social contract that ensures that bullshit is part of your daily discourse and the only time you dare to speak outside the box, so to speak, is when you are hiding behind some famous authority…you can then distance yourself from if you get cornered and the corner your lack of comprehension has placed you in.
I wish to make you feel better about yourselves…and so allow me to admit that I am a loser and a sociopath.
I cannot hold a job, can’t get laid, have no friends, and no sense of humor, as you can tell.
Over the years I’ve been far too honest, not understanding that “honesty”, for turds, means the one that flatters all, or is critical but with that avenue of hope, that does not become overly stifling.
The unbiased interventions by such brilliant minds, as Magsi, the brown cow, Humean, the retard, and the felix the pussycat, who speaks for God, has inspired me to want to change.
They have taught me that I am afraid of change…or I am a troll, begging for attention I am not getting in my “real” life, and that your little microcosm of the macrocosm, reflecting western decay and its underlying hatred for nature and life, are the only game in town…so ‘love it or leave it, sista!!!’
I now understand that natural selection is wrong…because it may deprive the world of something wonderful, like a juggling ape, or a bear that can ride a bike…or ten million monkeys producing Faust…no not the drunken douche-bag, the work by Goethe.
I want to tell you all, that yes, you all deserve to be alive, you have a right to it, and yes females outside these circumstances would still be equal to males…it’s just that, at the moment, they require a helping hand to be average, after so many hundreds of thousands of years of bigotry, and like the Negroes they too will, one day, produce the exceptional.
Not in fashion or pop-culture, I hope.
Some things I’ve learned over the years of frequenting forums just like this one …this one being so unique.
1- God exists…because there is a beginning and an end.
Somewhere…out there.
2- Appearances do not matter, when it comes to humans…but they do in every other area of human interest.
By appearance I mean “phenomenon”…that which appears; the apparent. More precisely, color is superficial…but form, smell, texture, sound…not so much.
3- All deserve love and respect…just because.
4- Given 3 & 4, females still should not give a bum a blowjob, proving how appearance does not matter to them, and how love is something all should have.
5- Life is precious…and that’s why it feeds on itself.
I commend everyone here for never eating bio-matter, unless it comes in a can and is manufactured using stem-cells. Their love of life is breathtaking.
6- Divergence is a sham, proving how evolution is a big ploy dividing those who are really one and the same - a satanic ruse.
In fact, by ‘natural selection’ we should mean that nothing is selected…but goodness.
7- Race is only about pigmentation, color…ergo a black bear is just a bear…and a Polar Bear should not be judged by the color of its fur.
8- The only category that maters is human…which has nothing to do with sex.
Ergo, species are a human construct and a fraud.
What is a horse in relation to an ass…no not Smears, he’s a Shit=Smear?
Nothing but beings, wrongly judged on appearances and placed in a bigot-box, to make man feel superior.
9- Living in the moment is the only noble way to live…like animals…like goldfish, with an attention span of 6 seconds and a memory not exceeding the time required to swim form one part of the aquarium to the other.
Your shared forgetfulness, this need to distance yourself from the past, towards a brighter, better, coming future, is inspirational. It is what makes you all forget about my previous indiscretions, since experience and knowledge are encoded past, informing the ongoing Becoming.
10- The only perspective worth considering is the one that hurts nobody, and excludes no one.
We need numbers to keep those typewriters typing away…expecting the next work of genius…by accident.
If it is one thing which makes enduring billions of morons worth it, is that Hawkin or Einstein.
I mean, is that not what nature does: produce superfluous masses, to weed out that one piece of gold? Yes…nature is like a an inefficient drunken imbecile…producing garbage by the loads, and then sheltering them form themselves…just in case.
11- No, it is not man who fabricates the extermination of sexual roles, to produce a more harmonious uniformity, it is man who fabricates sexual roles, and then convinces billions that there are such categories as male/female which are not only superficial.
Similarly, all specialized forms, are similar in all ways but “externally”. Because the “outside” is but a cover for some “inside”
12- Nature evolves the appearance, and not the essence of the phenomenon. The essence is static, immutable, divine…but the outside changes to trick us. Our senses evolved to fool us and keep us fighting, and as a test, only the wise can see through.
13- Consciousness is not about perceiving divergence. It is a fraud, meant to test the mind and discover the wise one who sees nothing but sameness.
For instance, if I were a wine taster, then being able to discern between wines, to be aware of a divergence, would mean I was primitive and a prejudiced prick. Training myself to drink vinegar, with the same gusto as drinking a fine bottle of wine, is a sing of my enlightened state, not of my tongue’s numbness.
14- Empathy automatically results in sympathy.
For example, if I can project myself in the place of a pedophile and imagine myself as he is, then this automatically results in me sympathizing with him; my compassion increases, not my aversion.
And no, feeling pity for the other is not self-pity turned outwards, or reflected through an other.
And yes, a weakling and an imbecile can get into the mind of a more intelligent person…like a dog can reflect on a man’s worries, or a cow can empathize with the farmer.
This is why all psychological projections, on Satyr, were automatically spot-on…particularly when they flattered and comforted the herd.
15- What is past is automatically inferior to what is present and future.
Therefore, that entropy is increasing, does not mean that the past represents a more ordered state…and the future promises to be a more chaotic state, chaos defined as randomness…or the absence of patterns.
Ergo, change is always good…and so growing old and dying is a good thing, in relation to the past, when I was young and vigorous…and me changing my mind, constantly, is not an indication that I may lack judgment…but it indicates an openness to new data, particularly when ti makes me feel good and not bad.
16- Social reciprocity is beyond reproach…and all must pretend, under all circumstances that it is magical.
Nothing bad should be said about anything we depend upon…the unwritten law is that we all know but say nothing…this makes us honest and socially viable.
Not even here, in anonymous forums, must we, for a minute, dare to critique our shared, underlying values and ideals…though we may nitpick and discuss and debate the details.
For instance, Bible scholars can debate on the meaning and source of a text, but never about the existence of God or the validity of the source. That may put them out of business.
Therefore, love, goodness, unity, compassion, equality, sameness, shared value, should be mystified…and anyone daring to question them must be silenced.
He is obviously a sociopath.
So, we can tolerate a moron claiming there is a God who offers eternal life, but any idea that divides or shatters the glue that unites the group, will be ridiculed or put through a strainer, so as to dismiss it.
17- Civility is not a shared lie, nor is it a limit to thinking.
Self-Censorship is a must…because someone may be hurt…and what if he turns out to be the next Beethoven?
It’s possible.
Adversity does not create strength and it does not develop creativity…no, comfort and ease, and a shared comfort under the lights of entitlement, do that.
We may say that sheltering does lead to progress…forever upwards, just like not straining your arm leads top a muscled forearm.
The cow in the barn, if not willfully selected, would, on her own, produce a calf with higher yields.
18- The past is not an indication of future behavior…nor does it determine anything.
A man is reborn, anew, every morning…her changes perspective and voila…he is now a different creature.
Therefore, history tells us nothing about nothing.
Studying animals, social systems, galaxies is a useless occupation, because nothing we learn can be applied in anything that will come.
There is no continuum…everything, or only humans, are inventing themselves, from scratch, from nothingness, as they go.
In closing I also wish to admit that the reason I come here is because I want to be accepted by all of you. I want to be loved.
I don’t really think you are mostly morons, here…that’s only a way of expressing my bitterness because you guys do not respect or like me.
I mean, really…what other reason can there be, other than something you guys can feel good about?
I hope that this apology will suffice to mend these broken bridges…and to allow me to speak my mind, without the censorship.
I notice how you guys interact…with all that respect and on-topic, casual jesting, that makes this place precious.
Who cares about that pretentious philosophy…we are here to get high on our fumes.
And no, this is not a thesis, because in modern parlance this is a rap, and I wants to me in-tune wit the current level of intelligence and edumucaton.
Humean…you are one of the dumbest, most vengeful, pitiful, fuck I’ve ever come across.
Who selected these morons to be moderators?
Ah, yes, the High-Puba of stupidity, Carleas.
They say a fish smells from the head…and this one stinks awful bad.
I like to take a whiff, just to appreciate what I’ve got.
Keep on truckin turd.
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