I’m without children, and in my late twenties. I’d probably like to have kids, however the money issue is a concern. For some insane reason I have the number 4 in my head. 4 children. No idea where that came from because I’ve been very skeptical about having them for a long time. 4 kids is probably not a good idea. However, that’s no reason to not go ahead and do it.
I don’t like the argument that bringing children into the world just causes unneccesary suffering. That shit is for them to figure out. They might just enjoy every minute of it.
Also, I have two young cousins. They’re both awesome but for some reason I’ve really taken a liking to the youngest, she’s 10. She’s so intelligent and awesome that I’m just in awe when I’m with her and the thought of watching her grow up into god knows what is incredibly exciting, and she’s only my cousin, so to have that experience with my own children, I think, would be swell. Although, I’m aware things don’t always turn out as you’d like, and my own children will probably pick up my own bad habits and be ungrateful little shits for a good 20+ years. Oh well, so it goes.
Anyway, I’ve got to find some woman reckless enough to let me near her first.
I’m of Northern European descent as well, though not Irish. But, still I’m hesitant about having children for similar reasons. Firstly, I live where in gets very hot in the summer and I’d hate to have my children experience the terrible sun burns that I have. Secondly, and most importantly, my children will always have any success they obtain suspect because they’re white. I don’t mind people seeing them and saying, “they’re white, I suspect they’re successful”, but if they were to do something such as write an unbelievably brilliant essay, and I heard people say something along the lines of, “they never would have gotten all the ink for that essay if they weren’t white”, it would be to much for me to bare.
I have one daughter that I lost custody of because of a botched up previous relationship. But whom I try to visit as frequently as I’m allowed.
Her new parents are slowly turning her to hate me I think despite my resolve in trying to love and be there for her as the biological father. Time will tell where all of that leads to.
Ideally in the future after I get on my feet financially and through a career I’d like to try in having a family again with a woman however more and more I’m thinking that will be unlikely because I can’t find a woman in the world worthy enough for me to invest in considering this has become a world of disgusting narcissistic betraying selfish bitches who have no concern for anybody but themselves.
At the moment, I’m relationship free and utilizing the services of professional hookers for my individual sexual needs. That’s the best a struggling working class man can do these days.
