attention seeker

search for people we cannot relate too.
attention seeker actually seeks attention with love.

loneliness
all
the
time

is
actually
sadness
without
end
amen

actually
no one

accept this screen

actually
no one

As nuetoric
as this is
in reality

actually
no one

actual
rejection

actual
inferiority

actually
obvious

actually
really
lonely

an empty field
that goes on
forever

and
no
one
has
the
time

and
am
high
maintenance

and
am
actually
slightly
mentally
retarded

bad self image
in big self world

pathetic really

did
one mention
actual loneliness

watching other people
knowing that
when i am 50

i will have always
been alone

in a room
with four walls

and
no love

and actually
have no one

actually
nothing

rejected
by eh
ALL OF THEM

and it’s like
all i want to
a hug and some
affection

actually can’t cope.
actually a weakling child

i want to be destroyed.

“Lonely Little Girl” (FZ)

You’re a lonely little girl
But your Mommy & your Daddy don’t care
You’re a lonely little girl

The things they say
Just hurt your heart
It’s too late now
For them to start
To understand
The way you feel
The world for them
Is too unreal
So you’re lonely, lonely, lonely,
Lonely little girl
You’re lonely . . .

ALL YOUR CHILDREN ARE POOR
UNFORTUNATE VICTIMS OF
SYSTEMS BEYOND THEIR CONTROL

Where did Annie go
When she went to town?
Who are all those creeps
That she brings around?

A PLAGUE UPON YOUR IGNORANCE & THE GRAY
DESPAIR OF YOUR UGLY LIFE
ALL YOUR CHILDREN ARE POOR
UNFORTUNATE VICTIMS OF LIES . . .

Where did Annie go
When she went . . .