It amazes me that we are so much more than we are aware of. My unconscious, or subconscious, is a great deal bigger than my conscious self (Freud believed that our mind is like an iceberg, the tip above the surface being our conscious self and the greater portion below being the unconscious self). Just at a simple level, the group of muscles and arteries that is my heart operates incessantly, sending information to the brain and adjusting to my activities, distributing to the rest of the body what it needs, all without my awareness. The only connections I have with my heart are the indirect effects its operation has on my physiology and the never-ending, fluctuating thump-thump I can physically feel. My heart is always working for me, and I am not ever able to feel it in an intimate way; my heart is a part of me, but it is not included in my repertoire of awareness. I can never have direct control over my heart, but it is always a part of my being.
My body is partitioned into those pieces that need to be in my conscious control, those that need to be out of my control, and those that can go either way. Of course, my brain is still the control center for the entire body; I am simply unaware of many of its controlling functions. My awareness is limited so as to create an efficient consciousness: not bogged down by details, except those that are important to the preservation of my life. Another reason, other than the sake of efficiency, for certain functions to be out of conscious, direct control is that it preserves life. If we had complete control of our heart, we could decide to stop it, which would quickly kill the body (similar but significantly different from our ability to stop breathing, of which the body regains control if we do not breathe for too long). Many times people will feel like they want to die, but the fact that they do not have direct control over their heart makes it virtually impossible for them to kill themselves by overriding its functionality.
My unknown self is present in my mind as well as my physical body. As I mentioned before, the unconscious self is greater than the conscious self, possibly to as great an extent as Freud believed. A large sum of details are taken into the mind through the senses of the body, from the body and the outside world, many of which are forgotten quickly; but a great number leave imprints on the mind, undetected by our awareness. This mass of processed and unprocessed information holds powerful sway over the conscious mind, our thoughts and actions. While the conscious mind is a sailboat with a rudder, the unconscious mind is the wind behind that pushes it in one direction or another. It is the uncontrollable piece of our mind, same as the uncontrollable pieces of our body. If our unconscious mind is clear, processed, true, or in other words functional, then it will push our conscious selves towards the right thoughts and actions. The same is true for the body – if all the uncontrollable pieces are properly functional, then they push the body towards being healthy and able.
Some believe that everyone has a philosophy, whether or not they know it. These fundamental views of the world, or beliefs, are based on the accumulation of processed and unprocessed information that comes to the senses. They argue that if we process all the information objectively, we should have a belief system that accurately reflects the truths of our world. Perhaps, to gain proper control of my life, I must understand my unconscious self, both in body and mind. I must be mindful of everything that drives my thoughts and actions if I am to truly know my Self. Maybe then, it will be possible to have maximum control of my life.