It just means you have a subjective preference for how the world ought to work. Logic is as proscriptive as it is descriptive - it’s a way of playing with words and meanings. It’s a tool for explaining away seeming contradictions. But It doesn’t get at the truth so much as it dictates what the truth ought to be. To prefer things to be logical is an aesthetic preference - almost a religious one in some ways, as when we decide upon what is or isn’t an objective reality. Where we draw the line between the rational and the irrational is often arbitrary as a result, but it varies in any case. Logic is a specific way of arranging things to give them meaning, but to suggest that it is the BEST method of arangement is to make a subjective aesthetic assertion. Logic is, after all, self-evidently not the only method of arranging things to give them meaning. AND, just as there are multiple grammatically correct ways to express an idea, there can be multiple rational interpretations of perceived phenomena - meaning, among other things, that you can be rational and wrong. File that under obvious but frequently overlooked.
This could also mean that the truth might conceivably be irrational, and we then are all the more likely to be incapable of making sense of it precisely because it falls outside the limits of what logic by itself can determine.
The universe might ultimately be an absurd place. We would simply LIKE it to follow certain rules, and therefore assume that it does.