You two are talking about our current construct. It’s different for everyone.
I’m an independent contractor hired by all of you to evaluate the old plan (and if it doesn’t work) make a new plan.
The types of experiences both of you explained were fleeting, but left an indelible print on you. That’s fine. We can do better.
I get frustrated with people who think they have insight into what everyone’s individual perfection is.
You have no fucking right to tell me what my individual perfection is just like I have no right to tell you what your individual perfection is. So let’s talk about it.
The cosmos is spirit first and foremost. The realm of imagination makes every omniscient being feel like an idiot. You’re asleep because you decided to be asleep in an existence where all of us who are never born and never die use the current plan to be the final solution to cure us of boredom.
I need to wake you up now, from your well deserved slumber, and reteach for a new plan and why it needs to be implemented.
I am not trying to tell you what your individual perfection is like, which why I said it might be entirely different than my experience.
I got into meditation because of buddhism, not heaven or god, so the experience sort of came out of left field. Bliss is bliss, so I went with it.
No, once the light surrounded me, I didn’t try recalling anything previous. I wish that happened, I’d love to see life on fast reel, but no. Did that happen for you?
Was it truly doubt or fear of the unknown, surrendering to it? I didn’t state that clearly, like did your doubt stem from the fear of the unknown like the reason you doubted?
I can’t say it was fear. All I can guess is that it was too good. When I stood up from the meditation, I remember thinking I’m not good enough to receive that. I didn’t have that thought at the time I was in the light, but maybe a small hint of that idea was down deep.
Yes, one second enjoying the car radio and the smell of the forest in summer as I crossed the tracks, bam, in the dandelion yellow of the emotion of peace pouring through my soul body which fed on it like a greedy baby at first.
OMG Babe, I felt unworthy too but that didn’t start my fall
From my understanding there is a difference between whether the light sort of comes to you or you go towards it. I’m not exactly sure what that difference is or means. But the fact that you were just going about your day or night when it happened is pretty amazing.
Beyond belief. In my thirties, I tried to meditate my way back there over the course of a year. Daily hours devoted to willing my way back to one partial raising of my conscious soul about 3 feet over my body but I was so shocked that it happened I fell back into my body again.
It’s a bitch to do when conscious. Hear people do it while sleeping all the time.
I actually didn’t meditate for a while after that. You would think I’d try again soon. But I didn’t. And when I finally did, I was trying for precisely that, which affected the quality of my focus. I think perfect focus on the breath is what led to it, but I cant reproduce it.
I kinda think I was simply content in that moment that it happened. I didn’t give it much consideration immediately afterwards other than it was special, I was only 18 at the time. Didn’t start gathering clues until around 32.
Well, I’m happy to meet someone online who experienced something similar. And I hope I gave ya some good clues on this magical mystery tour. I’ll probably be on the lookout for dandelions next time.