Lately I have been suffering from a great deal of cognitive dissonance (when an individual is discomforted by the awareness of two or more psychological constructs that do not co-exist sensibly). I am unable to determine the cause of my cognitive dissonance - does a conflict actually even exist, and am I just refusing to let go of my beliefs? or is my mind simply lacking the right proportions of neurochemical resources (due to lack of sleep and drug use) to resolve the conflict ? Or is the discomfort of cognitive dissonance merely a pre-existing mental sensation caused by an unknown factor, and the conflicting beliefs are just a creation of my own doing to match/reflect this pre-existing mental state?
The further I dig for a solution, the more I uncover truths about my own cognition which incapacitate me. For example, if i were to think that I have reached a conclusion, my mind might not have actually reached a conclusion but instead the sensation of satisfaction caused by reaching a conclusion is actually just a neurological process that has no logical foundation to exist - the firing of the neuronal pathway responsible for satisfaction and understanding in the “reward center” of my brain, which only exist so my mind will find relief in a particular knowledge and not need to endlessly sort through a large amount of irrelevant information.
Although I still do not know the answer (and it is probably a mix of all the possible solutions I’ve come up with), I have still created for myself a logical explanation which defeats cognitive dissonance none the less. This explanation (which I give below) illustrates key principles that effectively eliminate cognitive dissonance, and explains why mental contradiction is acceptable and not necessarily something to loathe.
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Our mind’s humility is the cornerstone from which our psychological constructs (often manifesting as systems of beliefs) are assembled. Although our humility may be reinforced or even fueled by our belief systems, it is important to acknowledge that our humility exists independently of all belief systems and metaphysics - that is, we should never feel the need to defend a belief system under the impression that our humility is at stake. Even in the absence of all righteousness and virtue, our mind still has the capacity to be humble.
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We are able to “paint our portrait” through our outward expansion into knowledge and understanding, lead by motivation and willpower. Even if contradictions within our knowledge are present at first, they resolve themselves over time as the “portrait” of understanding nears completion. Because of this, it is not necessary to let the possibility of contradiction weigh oneself down or cause a person to doubt themselves, so long as they are lead with the motivation to reach completion (if the motivation is pure, it will re-angle itself to allow an individual to “come to terms” with a contradiction, if the contradiction actually exists).
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Contradictions are not as significant as they seem, and the level in which we perceive them might be flawed or overestimated in significance. If we were to let the fear of mental contradiction become the main “executive” factor in making decisions, we would have to endure and endless sea of self-evaluation, that simply for efficiency’s sake is not a practical way of letting our mind operate. Instead, we should (and most of us have) let positive motivation and willpower be the key driving force, as they are not only the most pleasant fuel for mental activity, but the most efficient.
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Even if a contradiction does exist, and even if that contradiction leads to a situation where multiple belief systems within our own minds conflict with each other, it is completely acceptable for these contradictions and “multiple belief systems” to exist - the ability to consider more than one stance on a particular belief is what defines “open-mindedness”, and it is a positive quality, not a negative quality .
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Our pleasure and suffering exist independently of our belief systems. The cause of pleasure and suffering is physical, where as our belief systems might stem from a logic of their own, and possibly even be rooted in unconscious deception. In fact, our pleasure and suffering is what originally created our belief systems, and all of our belief systems are ultimately rooted in terms of pleasure and suffering (although the exact connection is likely to have deviated from the scales of pleasure and suffering, and it is possible that this was an intentional deception created by our unconscious minds).
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Although unconscious deception is inescapable and takes place in the minds of everybody, it is acceptable for these contradictions to exist temporarily whilst acknowledging that these contradictions will be resolved eventually.
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Unconscious deception must undoubtedly have a “line” between when it is tolerated (due to being so subtle that it can not be accurately known of) and not tolerated (when it is so blatantly obvious that a correction is in order) - but we are not able to confidently say where this “line” should be, as its components are mostly left up to personal preference. There are varying degrees in which contradictions and unconscious deception are present.
In conclusion, unconscious deception is something which does exist, but the cognitive dissonance resulting from our awareness of it is unnecessary. This is because the resolution of these contradictions intertwines with knowledge that we are not yet aware of, and the discomfort of cognitive dissonance can be mitigated with a mere acknowledgment of the fact that a resolution does exist - the resolution is merely beyond the grasp of our short-term awareness.