how do I become desensitized…I want to be a true nihilist…
no, i don’t, the truth is I wouldn’t like to, but life sometimes forces us to become zombies because problems hurt too much…
to become zombies so that we can then be able to make our will prevail over others’s without remorse and in a quick and efficient way…(specially over the ones who hurt us and still do)
I would want this for me sometimes… but I feel this is like selling my soul, sort of…
but sometimes I am quite sure this is what I need to do…1st to survive and then to ‘get even’.
I believe we are all born ‘good’ (whatever that means) and then we are forced to become ‘mean’ sooner or latter to survive.
I beliee we all just want to live ( like the good charlotte song) and express our will to power…
the difference between ‘cool’ people and ‘uncool’ people is that ‘cool’ people express their will to power by bettering themselves and society, by being enquiring and fair.(scientists, some philosophers, some(most) artists)
and the ‘uncool people’ express their will to power by NOT LETTING others express theirs.( priests, some religious and political leaders, god, my parents!! lol)
I’d like to read sawelios’s, xungzian’s and dunamis’s coments! 