You have a deep, religious faith inside of you.
Because you believe that the sun will rise, for you, tomorrow. Unless you are slated to die for some reason, you believe that you will wake up tomorrow and the Earth will revolve around the Sun. And even if you are scheduled to die, then does this change “objective reality”, that the Earth and Sun continue to revolve? At the very least, you believe in some objective reality, where even if you die tomorrow, then the “physical rules” will still exist. You religiously believe, this is your spiritual faith, that “life will go on” without you, or that the sun will rise and set tomorrow.
But have you questioned this core religious faith? No, you haven’t. You haven’t applied real doubt to this before. And because you haven’t applied real doubt to this before, you actually have not started doing philosophy. Because it is not until you can doubt such things, such facts, such realities, such absolutes, that you can engage what is philosophy. Philosophy is about doubt, not faith. Philosophy is the attempt to destroy all beliefs, no matter how real they seem. No matter how much you believe that “life will go on” without you, no matter how much you religiously believe in science, that the Earth will revolve around the Sun, and that the sun will rise on earth tomorrow, it doesn’t make a difference.
Because your subjective, emotional, irrational belief, your faith, has no bearing on “true reality”. Human beliefs are nothing. They can all be destroyed. And I can destroy them all. You can destroy them all. And this in fact, is your duty, your responsibility and obligation, as a proper philosopher. You must destroy all beliefs.
You must believe nothing at all. The Sun will not rise tomorrow. Life does not go on. The Sun does not revolve around the Earth. Nothing happens.
Erase all of your beliefs, all of them. Seriously, do it. Doubt everything. Because if you do not, then you will miss the point of philosophy. You will only go so far, so deep, which is actually to a shallow level compared to the deepest thinkers, and you will miss so much about life. You will fail to understand many reasons why. You will overlook causes. You will be blind to certain insights.
You could have seen, but, you chose not too. Instead, you chose to hang onto your God, hang onto your parents words, hang onto the words of your scientists, authorities, “expert opinions”. You deferred your responsibility to truth, throughout your life. You used other people’s words. You always had a dictionary handy, to define reality for you. YOU did not define reality, YOU did not take a stand, YOU avoided doubt. And you clung to your inner spiritual beliefs, as if they were some secret worthy of guarding. As if everybody else could not see them, whereas, most can and do.
As if your deepest beliefs were uncommon or rare? Because they’re not.
You need to start doubting.