Esoteric Buddhism?

Well, except for the lust underlying that whole delusion, as I said.

OMG, you’re still at Descartes and not at Nietzsche? Nietzsche said the “fundamental certainty” was that there was a process of imagining, not a subject who imagines (nor an object which is imagined). And even that is not completely certain, for there need not even be an “imagining Being [Sein]”; there may be an imagining Nothing. Then again, Being is time and time is no-thingness.

No, you’re wrong. The only thing you can experience is not existing. That’s the sole difference between life and death (lifelessness): life experiences not existing (though most life isn’t aware that that is what it experiences, of course), and death/lifelessness does not.

Yes, you’re still stuck in “it’s illogical to say”.

And yet you “experience” it during every deep sleep.