i know ive heard of it…
im a good, nice person. i would never hurt anybody, not my most annoying enemy. i dont really have any enemies who have hurt me though. but generally i am faced with pretty trivial opportunities to be selfish and i virtually always choose not to be selfish so that somebody else can be a little happier. i try to make sure they dont know, i try to understate and rationalize the act when it is discovered for the sole purpose of not letting people think they are inferior to me. i do the same with my intelligence (not on ILP, stupid, in person), i often try to hide it so that people dont realize how stupid they are.
im not proud of these nice characteristics because i had absolutely no part in creating them. i have nice loving parents with more than enough money. im smart enough to understand everything thats ever happened to me. nobody who i really care about has ever died or gotten into a huge painful fight with me. my life is so EASY and it would absolutely amaze me if someone in my situation felt the need to be selfish. ever.
compare that to an ‘evil person’ whos first memory was crackmommy kicking him for no apparent reason and yelling something he didnt understand. and throughout his life, everything bad happened, and nothing good. and then he is faced with the opportunity to rob somebody who earned a lot of money through the lucky fact that they were born smart in the neighborhood that has the good schools.
the evil guys life sucks, and he knows that the rich guys life is awesome (whether or not its true, the evil guy still ‘knows’ it). so the evil guy can really feel justified taking his piece of karma back from the universe in the form of that guys money. not only will he make his own life better by getting money, but he will simply be reharmonizing the karma of the universe. and that rich guy can make that money back just fine. its not hard to imagine this kind of rationalization, you just have to imagine what its like to have a life that totally sucks in every way. you have to imagine what its like to be sure that you can stand in front of god and tell him, ‘hey man, you started it’
so you can be shaped by experience into being selfish. if you need to be selfish in order to live the life that you think you deserve, and you dont think youll be hurting your victim more than you would be hurt by not hurting him, then you arent even decreasing average world happiness by robbing him. its so easy to rationalize.
but what about things that cant be explained by experience? theres rich people who are selfish and theres serial killers and pedophiles and stuff. i think they are in the same category. their brain is literally broken. i mean if you think they have a normal brain exactly like yours, and they are capable of those things, you need to ask yourself just how normal your brain is.
if they are capable of doing something that you cannot even come close to imagining, what makes you think you know why they think that way? and if you dont know why they think that way, how can you possibly judge them as ‘evil’ instead of broken? i mean, the only case thats kind of close to actually being evil would be the rich selfish guys, because i can sort of understand that. but i can only imagine their behavior is possible if they havent realized the joy of helping strangers, and that if they did, they would change, and if they dont, they are broken.
how can their free will make a decision that you wouldnt even come close to considering if they have the EXACT SAME free will mechanism that you do? and if they dont have the EXACT SAME machine in there, shouldnt you be blaming whatever it is that created his machine instead of some other, eternal soul of ambiguous origin? what the heck are you talking about?!
you either believe in religion and that god is capable of creating broken souls and then sending them to hell, or that morality is determined by the brains and how broken they are, and they should be fixed or at most, quarantined. i fail to see how it makes sense that i find decisions unfathomable, and somebody with THE SAME EXACT decision making machinery can think entirely differently. it doesnt make sense. its obviously not exactly the same machinery by the definition of the word same.