“all the consequences of this”
Kile Jones argues that atheistic existentialism is more compelling than religious existentialism.
There are, of course, things that seemingly all of us are powerless regarding. We could not not have been born. That was beyond our control. We are all indoctrinated as children to view the world around us as others do. We are powerless to go through life without access to those things required for subsistence itself. We cannot not go through puberty. We must have access to money in the modern world. We are powerless against the Grim Reaper.
Then this part…
“I recognize that I put structure into my world…There is no ‘real’ world out there, given, intact, full of significance. Consciousness is constituted by random, virtually infinite barrages of experience; these experiences are indistinguishably ‘inner’ and ‘outer’…Structure is put into experience by culture and self, and may also be pulled out again…The experience of nothingness is an experience beyond the limits of reason…it is terrifying. It makes all attempts at speaking of purpose, goals, aims, meaning, importance, conformity, harmony, unity----it makes all such attempts seem doubtful and spurious.”
His solution? The Catholic Church.
This basically describes my own mental, emotional and psychological configuration. Going from both God and No God objectivism to the fractured and fragmented moral and spiritual nihilist that “I” am today. And of course, they are especially frightening because how exactly do you go about not being yourself from day to day to day? For those things that disturb you externally you might have options to steer clear of them. But not your very own thoughts and feelings.
Still, how are our own personal reactions to that not going to be profoundly embedded in both our individual circumstances and the manner in which I construe dasein here?