I have been reading a fair amount of science books
and biographies lately… every other book has been a science
book of some nature… especially books about scientist like
Newton, Einstein, Kepler… either about physics and/or astronomy…
but one of the things I have noticed is that by each discovery,
we slowly began to see, find our place in the universe…
today, we have maps of the Milky Way galaxy, and we can,
on those maps place us exactly, the sol system, exactly where
we are in relation to the Galaxy…I can use this map to place exactly
where I am in relationship to the galaxy… and by reducing it down,
I can place where I am in the solar system, planet Earth, and I can further
place myself down by various maps of Planet Earth… I live in California,
and by another map, I can further scope out where in California I live,
and with Google Maps, I can further scope what city I live in, and then
what neighborhood I live in and then I can see a picture of my own
condo complex… we can by the use of technology, place ourselves
exactly in the universe where we are…my exact physical location can
mapped to the foot, with my cell phone… and this fulfills some
human need we have to find out, exactly where we physically are…
But we are not just physical beings, we are being with an inner life…
I am a 67 year old man… and what map will that be on?
Therein lies the problem… we don’t know where we are in
a historical or psychological or mental place… I try to overcome
that we my own personal description, I am a liberal…
and with that, we can begin to map out where we ourselves stand…
I am an atheist… again, another description to list where exactly do I
stand in the overall scheme of things… I am a male, another description
of where I stand in the scheme of things… with each description, I
can and you can, narrow down my own place in the world… we discover
our own location by means of such personal descriptions… and
with each description, of my own beliefs, we can further narrow down
my own location, in terms of what other people do or don’t believe in…
Now part of the confusion of youth, is that we don’t have a sense
of who we are and we where we fit into the state/society..
by developing these clues, straight or gay or atheist or what other
description we might use to describe our place in the universe,
we slowly discover where we fit into the world… just as scientist
like Kepler and Galileo who found out our own place, planet Earth,
within the universe…
One of the interesting things about this internal map,
atheist or gay or liberal, is that this internal map, can and quite
often changes…perhaps events or my own internal changes can
lead me to become a believer… doubtful, but it is possible…
and then we have another internal search for our place in
the world given this new information… people who come into
crisis, often have lost their place in the universe… where do I stand
in regard to other people… or said another way, where do I find those
people who feel or act or believe as I do? much of life is this searching
for identity and finding those who also have that same identity…
as I have noted before, I am now legally deaf… and some have asked
me, do I know or will I learn sign language… the problem lies with
I don’t know anybody else who is deaf or needs to learn sign language…
I am alone in this matter… and as such, there is really no reason for
me to learn sign language because I don’t know anybody to sign with…
Just as I don’t know anybody who reads or cares about philosophy…
hence my remaining on this website… I am an audience of one…
but I know because of this website and other examples of evidence,
that I am not alone in my search for the understanding of philosophy
and where I fit into philosophy… exactly as I have lost touch with
the working world due to the fact that I have retired… my new ‘‘crowd’’
is the retirement crowd… of which I don’t know anybody… one
doesn’t realize just exactly how many retire people in the world until
one goes out on a tuesday at 11:00 am and seeing all those retired people…
and to an extent, I am reassured by the shear number of retired people…
for I am not alone in my own retirement… and that gives me comfort…
and that is the value of knowing our own place in the universe, it gives
us comfort…
but the reality is that we are lost in the world until we find our place,
our own crowd as it were… I can find meaning by communicating
with others who also share my own philosophical values…
but therein lies the problem, we don’t have maps like the one
that show us exactly where we are in the galaxy or in the
solar system… we are mapless as far as our own place
in our own world exists… and therein lies much of the world’s
discomfort and what ails it… our modern malaise comes from
the lack of a map describing exactly where we fit in the universe…
in our modern world, Freud for example, is a means of discovering
where exactly we fit…as is Marx and Adam Smith and Heidegger
and Kant and Sartre… much of the social disciplines such as
sociology and history, is an attempt to locate us individually
and collectively within the map of our created world…
so, the question becomes, how do you locate yourself and
where is that location exactly? Where do you fit into the world?
Kropotkin