Remember I’m still being atheist this week, but I wanted to discuss freedom, and hear your feedback… I hope. I haven’t gotten much from my other topic, but I would prefer some from this one.
I know many of you have hit on this before in certain various areas. That religion is a restrain. I’m willing to argue it is and it isn’t. But today I’d rather argue on why it is.
Take for instance me. I’ve grown up Christian all my life, I’ve never even seen much of a change… well I was like chucky in gradeschool, throwing rocks at heads, putting rocks in girls panties, fighting, etc. And then by second grade I wouldn’t hurt a fly… this was around the time I got saved and also thougth I was in love with a certain girl. Anyway, this restraint was a good restraint. However, as a Christian, Atheist this week. I want to point out a flaw as I feel no secrets should be kept to be sincere. This flaw I guess can best be explained as having no experience in certain matters. I’ve never been fully free to feel prideful, therefore I’m overly insecure and always worried I’m going to upset someone. I’ve never felt good about the certain act of drinking, but most of my exclusiveness toward it has been because I care what my parents think. Point is I’ve never drank, I’ve never experienced. I’ve never smoked, I’ve never been in the ditch of many so called sins, I’ve stayed clear. And at certain points in my life more than ever it comes to a point where I would like to live life how I want to. It feels wrong to say that because it goes against my beliefs, but is this not freedom? I still believe the path of sin leaves you barren, hopeless, and confused. But many of these things I’ve never experienced, so I will always be riding the fence on my beliefs.
Such as, someone who’s been told fires hot, they’ve gotten close and it’s warm, but they can’t totally be against fire being hot because they’ve never been burned. And who is better to speak on such subjects?
I Don’t feel I’m arguing so much against religious beliefs as I am people who are agnostic to their beliefs. If you don’t know both sides to the story, you will always be somewhat on the fence, curious, touching a foot to the other side and pulling it back, and never being totally satisfied one way or another. I am a firm believer experience is the key to any belief, but I am inexperienced in the free lifestyle, I’ve always been restricted from my curiousities. And even though I know there wrong, I’d still like to have the freedom to try them, but yes I do have a Christian answer against this but I will not use it.
But you know this has brought me to a certain thought. Why is it that atheist and theist argue over lifestyles, when the theist says don’t do these things because they’ll leave you dry, empty, shouldn’t they do the same atheistically? Many theist don’t listen to impure things because of the ramifications they believe it has, but shouldn’t it be argued atheistically as well? Theist have to argue there lifestyle leaves you happier, so an atheist who wants to be happy should argue along side.