Back 12-13 years ago I found myself in a mental institute, diagnosed with Schizophrenia.
Due to life events I had brickwalled alot of stuff, but now found that my mind was a complete blank. I still knew all the basic stuff, eg names places, likes dislikes etc. But now I saw the world in a whole new way, as if interacting with it for the first time.
But I had no concentration. I could not hold a train of thought. Things flashed into my mind and left just as quick. I had no mental stamina.
Luckily I found myself in Scotland with relatives, on a secluded little island, to recouperate.
There I sort of stumbled into Bhuddism and chess. Now on a little island with only a few hundred inhabitants, the chance of their being a Bhuddist meditation group was remote, but amazingly there was.
I learnt meditation techniques and used them to build and take control of my thoughts.
I sat many a night into the early hours playing chess against a computer chess board I had bought. Training my mind to think and to be able to control those thoughts.
When I came home I continued playing chess and meditating until my life took another route, that being getting married and having kids.
I no longer actively meditate, but have found that I do it subconciously during daily life, but it is no where as effective as actively doing it though.
Nor do I play chess, I got to the point where I could beat my computer chess board on the hardest setting every time (it wasn’t a particularly bright one).
Basically I had to do something to take control of my thoughts and gain the upper hand against any voices etc that I may hear, and the things I did seemed to work. It also made me alot more aware of how my mental processes seem to work, and to look out for danger signs that I may be heading for a psychotic episode, and take appropriate precautions.
From my experience, you CAN raise your stats ala RPG game style in real life. Not just strength endurance and dexterity but also intelligence wisdom perception etc. Those times of serendipity to me are a sort of ‘level up’ time.
I reckon it’s the same with everything, study it, practice it (the important bit!) and you will eventually get better at it/have more control over it.
Saying that, my percpective is what I concider normal, to others I may seem as mad as a badger.
MentulZen.