Where to begin? Well I guess I should briefly introduce myself. My name is Damian, mid 30s, originally from England UK but moved to Holland in my early 20s. I’m lucky enough to have been reasonably educated, have a full time job, live in my own place, have experienced love and also be culturally and spiritually aware. It is perhaps a combination of all these factors, that over the last 2-3 years have been making it harder and harder for me to accept my place in this world.
Trying to keep it as simple as possible, my beliefs are that of equality and balance. I recently came across the Gaia hypothesis which is as good as any to explain our interconnection with the world we live in and our surroundings. I believe there is an energy which runs through all things and of which we are all part of: ‘Mother Earth’ for want of a better expression. I don’t hold myself above anyone or anything else. We each choose to conduct ourselves differently; but whether it’s my neighbour across the street, the tree on the side walk or a spider on the living room wall, we all play our part within a much greater whole… or at least “we” used to.
Humanity is technologically evolving at a much greater pace than ever before. We have technology that can send data around the planet in a heartbeat, send us to the deepest depths of the ocean (even other planets), prolong our lives, protect us from illness and also prevent death. On the other side, we also have technology that can destroy, that can maim and kill, along with technological comforts that distract us, occupy us and keep us entertained.
We (humanity) have become so focused on ourselves, that we place ourselves at the top of the food chain; we believe ourselves to be the superior species of this planet and protect that superiority at the expense of others. We have lost perspective. We take and take and take. Sometimes we give back; whether it is our own bodies back to ground that can sustain existing or fertilise new life, or whether it is planting a new tree to offset that nice coffee table and bookcase in the living room, but on the whole we take more than we give. With all our knowledge and advancements, we still can’t live in balance. Perhaps the most saddening part of it all is that the majority of people don’t want to. Some may care, for example they may donate to wildlife charities, recycle their paper etc. but even those people are still trapped by a society that ultimately takes more than it gives.
I am, along with many others (including people reading this), a consumer. I’m sat in my place, at my table, the heating on, a cup of tea by my side, typing on my laptop. My understandings and beliefs contradict my very lifestyle. In many ways I am my own worst enemy. I find it harder and harder to reconcile my presence and activities in a world I know I am slowly helping to destroy.
I put this forward as a philosophical discussion, to avoid arguments and emotions brought by religious beliefs, but I am curious to hear from people with similar thoughts/feelings toward this.