You can’t say I haven’t tried to get you to grasp that immense gap between the things you claim here and the things you are able to actually demonstrate.
Again, even to yourself.
I can only speculate that, perhaps, one day it will occur to you that, in fact, you can’t demonstrate them even to yourself. That it is the “condition” in your head. That breakthrough moment when you come back down to Earth with all the rest of us who have to go on living in a world where there is so much human pain and suffering.
Where there is no “plan” that will make it go away.
You suffered, I suffered, we all suffered. But how pathetic is the need to claim that your own suffering is “worse” than the suffering of others?
For all I know, it was the suffering itself that created the “condition”. The sheer magnitude of human suffering day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, decade after decade, century after century!!!
We all have to come up with one or another “psychological defense mechanism” to cope with it, right?
For some it is God and His mysterious ways. For others it is objectivism…“if it wasn’t for those who are not ‘one of us’ there would be no suffering at all”. For still others it is nihilism…“fuck it all, what’s in it for me”? Or look at peacegirl and her author’s “remedy”!!
Then there’s your own path. One that may well be “beyond your control”. Tangled up in the chemical and neurological knots in your brain.
Again, what can I possibly know about that?
I can only attempt to nudge you in a direction that “here and now” seems to make sense to me.
