Not religiously, thank God! But it’s still been a spiritual burden.
As a kid I just accepted it. Later, I became skeptical towards it. For example, my father has this book titled The Secret Language of Birthdays, and he swears by it. Now the motto of people born on my birthday, according to the book, is “Perhaps there is no coincidence” (my translation back from Dutch). When I was a skeptic, then, I used to add: “And perhaps the fact that the book says that is no coincidence”, i.e., perhaps astrology is true.
Excusing myself with such skepticism, I then delved ‘deeply’ into astrology and the like—even numerology… (I still like the symbols of all those systems, though.) I eventually pulled myself away from all that because it felt like a bottomless pit.
For a while I still retained my skepticism, though without using it as an excuse to spend time on such things. Now however I’ve decided to reject all that. But I do not want to do so with a closed mind. Therefore I will give astrology (as exemplar of such systems) one more chance.
What I consider the most sophisticated version of astrology is the view that the macrocosm simply reflects the microcosm, and that by studying the macrocosm, therefore, one can learn things about the microcosm. However, like all versions of astrology, what this version seems to say is that the configuration of the macrocosm at the time of the microcosm’s birth reflects the personality of the microcosm. If this is correct, my big question is: What’s so important about the time of birth?
Of course, one’s birth is a quite important event in one’s life, but isn’t one’s conception, for example, at least as important? Does a man not have a personality on the day before, if everything goes right, he is born? His personality suddenly materialises out of nothing the moment he is born? Or is this not how it works? Please enlighten me! ![]()