What the hell is happening to me? I go away for a week to actually try to get some honest schoolwork done, and when I come back, I have no desire to post here. Is it my arrogance, my valuable, precious arrogance, that is slowly slipping away? My stamina? What’s being sapped, and who’s doing the sapping? Does it have something to do with my high post count? With the fact that I am getting my real life in gear? Why is it I am somehow unable or unwilling to become the messiah, as I had previously desired? What in the god that doesn’t exist’s name is wrong with me?
Superstrength… draining… Brainmuscles… weakening… I’m losing all my powers!
I think…
You just demonstrated that thing called duality. Up/down, in/out, yes/no. Your inspiration to post will come back to you. Give yourself a sabbath, you’ll be posting again.
Dude face it , you found a life, you caught one and that means the computer is no longer your ball and chain. Run far , escape the magnetism of the screen. It gives you false strength, it makes you feel superhuman and godly. But, beware, one day you will open your eyes and see that you are in a darkened room and a small blue screen beeps at you. Your legs have atrophied, you actually find you are sitting on a porta potty in front of the screen so that you don’t have to leave the room ever. There are piles of delivery food wrappers all over.
Run dude run get away from the screen! It lies to you! Save yourself!
Posting requires creativity(the thing i lacked for a long time of my not posting here) this same creativity can be channeled into school to help you do way better.
If you’ve for some odd reason wanted to do good in school,you may have drained your creativity account for ILP.
