I see when men grow very old and weak, they lose their senses and starts mumble a lot, and their kids can’t take that shitt anymore, so they put them in nursing home? What is the age when this happens? Can this be prevented? Maybe it is better to die early?
live fast, die young
-Imp
Your question is one of existential despair, you are not satisfied with the bleak future.
We’ll all grow old lose our mind, except it would be a waste in my case. while a blessing in many others.
Life is struggle, my advice is to take it one step at a time. Yes, the future is daunting. Full of despair, death, suffering, lies, stupidity and cowardice.
I do not pretend for a moment that I can solve the problem of suffering, the important thing to do is to understand it.
But while you are still alive, don’t you want to do something to leave your mark on society. Look at Hitler, he will be remembered for all eternity. Whether you hate the man or love him. You must admit, a man, an artist can become the best known of all men of all generations of all eternity. isn’t that something?
Most of us though great in our own ways, will not be remembered, that we’ll pass through the world unnoticed, disrespected, downtrodden and sad. But such is existence.
I wish there is something I can do to make you feel better, I can understand your depression and I would put my hand upon your shoulder to know that I care and is willing to alleviate your burden. Remember, when Christ was being despised and hated and persecuted, he told his followers that ‘if others hate you, persecute you, just remember that the world hated me first.’
I find that incredibly moving, Hitler is the closest we’ll ever get to Christ. May God show you the way. I’ll pray for you.
Yep, in the final analysis we’re all f*cked