You’ve found the religion of Abraham, dear…that works fine.
The parasite has taken over.
Self-abnegation is a symptom. Denial of free-will simply recognizes that a foreign agency has hijacked your will.
Selfish meme…all that matters to you is the prorogation of this parasitical dogma.
In return you are flooded with euphoria…a sense of belonging…
Inebriated by the parasites defenses, alluding discovery - pretending to be part of you.
Western…haven’t they always been western, dear?