So. I prefer to ignore death, since. You know. The “we never die” thing.
Im trying to speak in ways humans can understand. I’m actually friends with death.
I’m not friends with control and brainwashing.
Dear Ec,
Thank you for the video.
I’m sorry you have a bad friend that you choose over worse friends who are like the first friend… except worse.
I feel like I would prolly be a better friend than all three combined.
Granted, that isn’t saying much.
Just saying.
Unrequitedly,
Itchy
I took all the homicides, tormentors, torturers, murderers and suicides into my soul.
It’s pretty simple actually. They had to be taught. They had to be pulled out of hell.
They were ghosts. Wandering…. languishing in hell.
I superimposed my spirit with all of them.
Now that I don’t have any points to prove anymore. They don’t either.
I’ll add to this. I’m not protecting them from having their souls sold directly to the people they hurt.
I just want eternal damnation to go away.
I have a problem. If anyone suffers, I suffer.
My soul is very unique that way.
I’m just trying to leave all of you.
It will happen someday. My perfect paradise.
I’m waiting all of the naysayers out
You have to come a li’l bit closer if you ever want to be able to say you left.
Just saying.
You’re trying Ichthus.
I’m proud of you.
Thing is…. I know more than all of you combined.
I own your soul by the way.
I own every soul on earth.
Being as old as I really am.
I just leave all of you to your own devices.
That’s my revenge for how you treated me.
And I can’t be found guilty for it
Honestly, I don’t blame you. But you know where to find me if that ever gets old.
In the meantime, have you ever read “man’s search for meaning” by Victor Frankl?
It’s been on my shelf forever. I’m going to read it now.
So. I guess I’ll see you when we’re both too decrepit to act on any impulses… rationally or otherwise.
Approach deescalation.
Stupidest tactic ever.
Js.
I’m not trying to hurt you Ichthus.
I’m letting the people decide.
It’s not looking too good for you right now.
Ichthus.
I’ll tell you how to get out of this.
Just admit you’re retarded.
My official position is that I care what my parents think.
They aren’t gonna know you exist until your face is likely going to be in front of them.
All they are ever gonna know — unless I’m about to see your face in front of me — is that you were a mere possibility.
Am I retarded for this? Fine. I’m retarded.
Guess what. Victor Frankl doesn’t think I’m retarded. It’s in his preface.
So.
Validated.
Oh old Victor
I read his book when I was a mid teen.
There was something off about it. Although I did admire him for coining the term for his psychology. I’ve coined lots of terms too.
It reminds me of when I met Abram Hoffer. He was a student of Linus Pauling
I almost died of hyper alkalinity because of the diet and the vitamin regiment he put me on.
Then I met doctor Gonzalez. He tested my blood and said…”oh, poor abram…. You need to eat a steak”
Anyways …. Poor Victor.
He got married…. He caused the problem he was trying to cure
His wife died in a concentration camp. Thinking of her got him through.
Anyway.
First thing I’m asking your mom if I ever see her is if she knows you think she, like all women, is a whore/slut/or whatever garbage you said about her.
My mother was one when she was married. She was one when I was ‘conceived’
I take on all the cosmic stuff for the family.
She’s running a non profit right now, busy lady. She’s looking to retire in 2-3 years.
We were actually just discussing how women mature faster than men. I obviously agreed with her because it’s true.
By your definition of a slut/whore, ain’t nuthin wrong with it. You gotta be joking. I maintain that.
You & Mary Wolestonecraft. & myself at a younger age. Like today years old, depending on the marriage.
Even she got married, though.
Fierce.
I suppose it was kinda ok to be born then.
Not anymore.
My biological father was a musician by profession.
He probably slept with tons of women.
I’m actually a pill baby. My mom was on the pill. My biological father wanted me aborted.
My mom kept me hoping he’d come back.
She never sued for alimony as a strategy to get him back. It never happened.
So here we are having this discussion on earth.
I’m sorry about your dad.
Maybe she didn’t sue him for alimony because a) she isn’t a whore, and b) she didn’t want him back for the wrong reasons.
P.s. no offense to “whores” (male, female, or intersex) who are just trying to survive