I've come to a conclusion about an afterlife

Oh it’s only a fraction of my story that’s this immense… the thing about Fred is that he was an old man when I met him (though I’ve seen him shape-shift before) and he said to me when we first met, “Oh, you’re being kind to an frail old man” - this is the scariest person I have ever met on earth. We actually hugged one day and shook hands… but he told me once that he was not a nice person. He was really angry about his body (though loved his hair when he was younger - long flowing locks of red) he said to me, “This is the body they gave me sir”.

I’ve met some REALLY scary ass people in my life, and Fred tops the list, he can make you’re entire body feel pure fear and terror on a whim… he meets you, you don’t meet him, that’s something else I figured out about him. Everything is highly calculated and symbolic with him, and he’s not afraid of how he looks in public at all when he’s visiting you. One time he waited in a grocery store for me, and just stood there at the entrance inside the store, and controlled me to look at a magazine named Orion magazine… then a few years later, I was in one of my deepest hells when Venus traversed the killing bow of Orion’s arrow in the sky.

There’s something else about the paper I forgot to mention… I was scared of the paper, so I stopped reading it, and for a year and a half, I didn’t touch it, and then I decided to try to see if it was fixed… and I turned to the crossword puzzle, and the clue for 1 across was a certain city, and that’s all I could do after all my trauma from the paper… I read the solution for the day before and it was talking about Fred… anyways, I found out the next day that I was moving to that city. 1 across for a paper I hadn’t read in a year and a half, and that was the synchronicity.