“…real evil usually is not flamboyant; it does its very best to hide under a cover of respectability.” (Charles Nemo on John Wayne Gacy)
John Wayne Gacy 652 685 189 437 (w/ Jr. = 448)
John Gacy 652 189 742
“Jack” Gacy 167 189 257
march 17 1942 3 8 7 9
Very brief life analysis by the writer:
This man was born to inspire and work with others; the 9 birthpath is here to express the quality of universal love; Gacy’s unbalanced names crucified that beauty (which did show to a degree), bringing out the opposite, cruelty and depravity. The Gacy race are inspirational and charming, but quite aggressive with strong sex urges; Gacy is not a name that should be used by anyone; it’s mathematical combination (1-8-9) is frequently seen in porn stars, confirming that parents should avoid the 1-8-9 should they wish to prevent their children from having uncontrollable, possibly vicious sex urges. This man was very charming, having the power of persuasive speech. After age 27 he became more businesslike with a greater desire to create a good impression (under the 8 minor) (note: he tried to get into politics – the transition from clown performer to politician is a “natural” one), but this manifested in cruelty and mercilessness on the negative side. His 7 destiny numbers from both his full name and his alter ego Jack name indicate he was sensitive to outside mental influence; his alter ego Jack proves dual personality, Gacy being possessed by the dead mind of someone called Jack. The 1-6-7 name combination of the Jack is the key to Gacy’s viciousness, it being far too aggressive and self-centred a name for anyone to have. A hypnotist cognizant of dead minds (aka ghosts) could have spoken with “Jack”; i wonder if one ever did. The factor that completely forced Gacy into vicious sexual depravity is his alter ego name, “Jack”. His 2 destiny along with his 2 _expression number of John created a smooth, glib nature; the impression he would have given is in being a kind, loving man. Gacy was obviously possessed by one or more interfering mentalities; those with the 9 quality often become obsessed in this way, by the sex plane predominantly.
Writer’s comments:
Gacy was more a victim than a perpetrator. He was a good man (all of us are essentially good within in being spiritual beings) who was forced into his “role” by a combination of:
- his unbalanced names;
- what he learned from his family’s example as a child (he wanted love but seemingly didn’t find it)
- our ignorance of both the creation of human mind and spiritual law, the great one being The Law of Love.
- the plane of negative, disembodied mind resulting from the deaths of millions subject to 3)
Execution only adds to the disembodied plane, which contributes to the degeneration of millions of people who don’t have the protection of a manifest Spiritual Consciousness (aka Atman) for the reasons noted above. Through execution, some of the most degenerate minds, those of people like Gacy who are victims themselves, are released to have a further degenerating influence upon human mind. Of course, because we have not yet learned to live the great Law of Love, we are unable to forgive the sins of our fellow man; our crippling inability to love and forgive results from our ignorance of the reasons for all things. There is nothing random, and all things are mathematical. Though it would have been virtually impossible for Gacy to have had a “spiritual awakening” and start walking the middle path, neverthless we denied him the opportunity with our completely understandable lack of forgiveness given our ignorance. We think “fallen angels” or monster/angels like Gacy should be punished for the sins we have unknowingly forced them to commit. We don’t know how to take responsibility, saying it was all Gacy’s fault and we have nothing to do with it. We have everything to do with it. I am not a serial killer looking for forgiveness (which is of greater value to the judge than the judged). I’m just saying that killing is NEVER justified “in the eyes of the infinite” (God), including the killing of the most notorious serial killers. Also, in executing people we “give them the easy way”; often that’s even what they want – an easy way out. By keeping “monsters” alive, we allow them to possibly face a far greater punishment than death – that of the conscience of the facet of God or Spiritual Consciousness that lies within them.
Perfect for the role of Gacy in a movie: John Goodman. I can just see his wonderful portrayal…
notes and extracts from websites…
killed 32 young boys; executed '94; ‘born salesman with natural charm’; admired and liked; hosted street parties; belonged to Jaycees; thought of as generous, friendly and hard working, devoted to his family and community; weight, heart and back problems; in many community organizations; worked so hard he was hospitalized for nervous exhaustion. Jaycees was his ‘whole life’. had son and daughter, wife Marlynn; all seemed too good to be true…convicted of sodomy at 26 yrs old. 300 guests at one of his parties. he loved the attention, feeling important. child remarked at smell (was from bodies). tried getting into politics. was a renovation contractor.
This marrage also ended one of the facts being that Carole was frightened of her husband’s temper. Despite all this Gacy worked very hard at trying to be liked. He was an enthusiastic member of the Junior Chamber of Commerce as “Pogo the Clown” a children’s entertainer.
John Wayne Gacy would use his contracting business (cf the killer, Olson) to attract young men eager for work, many of whom were subjected to rape. Thirty three of whom lost thier lives. According to Mr Rignall’s story he had been approached by a plump man with a flashy car. The man invited him to join him in the vehicle to smoke some marijuana. Once in the car the man pushed a chloroform soaked hankerchief into Rignall’s face and drove him, unconscious, to a house where he was beaten with whips and raped.
Gacy admitted to killing thirty-two teenage boys before, during, and after sex. He claimed to have lost count - there were thirty-three recovered. A point of interest is that although Gacy gave several confessions while in custody he never once admitted to being a homosexual. He is said to have stated that he in fact hated homosexuals. note: Gacy said he had an alter ego called ‘Jack’.
“rope trick” in which he would insert a rope around the victim’s neck, insert a stick in the loop, and twist it slowly like a tourniquet until the victim strangled to death. Gacy liked to read passages from the Bible while doing this.
from handwriting analysis: Gacy’s disconnection also suggests that he may have developed more than one personality to deal with the deep held neuroses that were employed to try to defend against perceived deficiencies.
the first thing that grabs you about this writing is the disagreeable pastosity and the abundant signs of confusion. The heavy pastosity points to a strong need to satisfy urges which, in a generally negative writing, indicates wanton sexuality and cruel violence that would play out in his life. An examination of the lower zone letter formations especially the loops that extend to the left combined with the pastosity indicate an explosive temper with perverse sadistic tendencies. The leftward tendency and weak nature of the lower zone is a clue that the author was unsure of his own sexual identity. Gacy had an overbearing, abusive and alcoholic father whose normal method of teaching John a lesson was severe punishment. Gacy had a love/hate relationship with his father and tried to please him continually without success.
Charles Nemo, who visited Gacy in prison, writes:
“Above all I was struck by the ordinariness of the man. He could be anybody – your neighbor, co-worker or friend, or even your father (he had two children by two wives). He was somewhat short (5’8”) and fat (well over 200 lb.) with oily skin and greasy, dishwater hair streaked with gray. He was jolly and likable – perfect for the role he assumed in clown suit and makeup as Pogo or Patches for entertaining at children’s parties and visits to children’s hospital wards.
Yet he was a habitual liar. He steadfastly denied any guilt during our early visits and was quite convincing in his many claims, always presenting himself as a victim of one kind or another. He was extremely garrulous, though, and not nearly as intelligent as he liked others to believe, which led inevitably to his being caught in at least some of his lies. His average intelligence was reflected in his art, which was colorful but as two-dimensional as he was. He was crude and brutal about his bisexuality and other matters, and enjoyed trying to shock people that he thought might disapprove of his preference for boys and young men to satisfy his sexual appetites. His lack of sensitivity became particularly evident in a videotaped interview that I saw after his death in which he made the claim, “The only thing I’m guilty of is running an unlicensed cemetery” (referring to the 29 bodies buried in the crawl space under his home and in his yard).
These characteristics were not all immediately evident, and even after listening and watching carefully for hours, I never would have guessed he was a serial killer without being told.
Gacy confirmed my lessons in the corporate world and life generally that real evil usually is not flamboyant; it does its very best to hide under a cover of respectability. There are many actual and potential Gacy’s, and we must always be on guard against them. We can’t like our neighbors if we can’t trust them; therefore, we have no reason to do them good, and ultimately only a reason to hurt them as our hardness deadens our sensitivity to pain."
(end of Charles Nemo quote)
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