I have long avoided a personal understanding of my own
language… perhaps because of my hearing loss, perhaps
because of my lack of formal schooling, never went to collage…
but I have avoided it in any case…as an example of the oldest
directive in philosophy, Know thyself… I could try to understand
the language I use and why that language…
as a kid for fun, for fun, I used to read dictionary’s…I have a pretty
large vocabulary… but I made a conscious decision in my writings on
ILP to keep the language down to the point where an average high school
student could read my work… I simplified my language to make it
accessible for anyone to read it…
I have no interest to complicate my words, my language to make seem
like I am a profound or an extraordinary thinker… I have no interest in that…
and in reading philosophers like Hegel or Kant or even Heidegger, they
have made an extraordinary attempt to complicate their language…
Hegel for example, we know can write cleanly and with some style,
we have some of his early works which show the fact that when he
wants to, he can be a pretty good writer, and yet, his main works
are fairly badly written… overly complicated and frankly, boring as sin…
and the same could be said about Kant and even Heidegger could at times,
at times, be a pretty clean writer…
I guess that there is some need to write complicated writing to make
it seem like the philosophers are somehow above you in wisdom…
if only you could understand them, you would become wise too…
and on the other side is Nietzsche who was a very good writer…
whose words, “danced” and were light to read…Nietzsche found
profoundness in the idea’s, not in the language itself…
If I were to write in some style, I would pick to write in
the style of Ernest Hemingway…the book that I wish I could
have written would be the “old man and the sea”…
now take that use of language and turn it into philosophy…
to write philosophy with the style and grace of a novelist like
Hemingway would be my ideal method of writing philosophy…
the second brick in the wall for me personally, is my hearing loss…
I am not much of a verbal person, as I am a person who engages
in terms of sight… I like to see things rather then to hear about them…
I am far more comfortable reading things then I am about hearing things…
hence my hatred of video’s and audiobooks, talking on the telephone…
receiving instructions by hearing them instead of reading them…
but the question remains for me personally, what does my hearing loss
mean for the language I use?
I avoid using big words in my daily conversations because I rarely ever
pronounce them correctly… we learn to talk and pronounce thing
by hearing them first… I can’t hear things, so how am I to correctly
pronounce them correctly?
and perhaps, perhaps that is why I avoid the usage of big, fancy words
in my writings here on ILP? Because I avoid them in my daily life…
when I was a kid, the way we learned to spell was phonetically…
you heard a word and then you spelled it phonetically… to this day,
I can’t spell to save my life…
but those are language factors in Kropotkin’s life…
what factors about language exists within your life?
Kropotkin