Dear inhabitants of this very fine discussion board,
I come to you this day with a very eccentric request that I, as the cranky creature I am, still have some hope of being even remotely fulfilled, after having been so often, and so masterfully, so truthfully, and so empathetically, by so many refined people, put back in my lowly place, somewhere surely on the moon, if not burning a thousand death at Sun’s core.
I am, obviously, a very lonely soul, pathetically seeking some barely-thinkable, if not outrageously immoral trace of likeness in another, and I have clumsily assembled to this end a brief list of grossly vulgar statements I sickly hold on to, so that none be misled into interacting with my unsightly mind, wasting their precious time with my insanities.
Here it is, for shame:
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The highly hypothetic human nature may be vaguely founded on sensations (recursively, I think, sentiments, then emotions), and development (possibly meaning, notably, some complexification of the sensations, with some relative order being semi-randomly introduced), which would thus presumably be linked, to some extent, to the rational discussion of human matters and of the distant futuristic future of humankind.
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The coward fear of loneliness, conceivably quite directly linked to the idea of being and feeling our seemingly physical limits, would, in my crazy overgeneralized view, be the foundation of all fears I could think of, and somehow one of the most important psychological element in our current few and limited social problems (if not already born a criminal anyway), when not just quite fully adequately managed, although our quite recent situation (clearly mostly because of all those dumb youngsters, and I am of course not so coincidentally one of them) surely is greatly improving by the hour, if not by the minute, through The Great Progress of Science and/or Religion, if, it goes without saying, we ignorantly admit there is any logic in the mind, as any gentleman and his dogs know the other members of the human species are inherently irrational, and that this general state of affair is precisely the greatest enabler for One’s Much Beloved Freedom.
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Some idea of a nonsensically-complete fulfillment could technically, in my pretentious and naive opinion, be somewhat found in some boring vision of calm and tranquility, even though of course intrinsically boring, with scarce diversity, boring, boring, and boring, leading to a stagnation of The Infinite Progress, death from boredom, and a deadly-boring life, with no excitation, no goal, no stimulation, and no anything, back to stone age era.
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Our semi-pleasant governments, our semi-kind and semi-fraternal political parties, our semi-impartial and semi-efficient voting system, our semi-desirable and semi-gratifying money, our semi-sanctified economy of the semi-eternal inflation, our unquestionably-semi-required current prison system for all those dangerous terrorists and other criminals who simply cannot change, the semi-necessary and semi-educative role of punishment, our semi-excellent school system, our semi-rewarding job and general hierarchical system, and our semi-warm families, might be, in some way, although I’m not sure of it at all, reconsidered, progressively, culturally, as a bit counterproductive, or even, pushing it a lot, maybe a small structural part of our current problems and their perpetuation, although, again, few and quite limited, so this belief is probably very insignificant anyway.
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There seems to be some sort of massive taboo around the certainly prejudiced idea there could be any kind of ideal, any kind of global and absolute truth, and that it could be in any way applied to anything real and close to us, sometimes leading to self-censorship, or even indirect, if not cryptic utterances around this subject we already know all about anyway, although any taboo would in all cases surely be very just and legitimate, considering the absurdity of such contradictory thought, which could drag credulous people to very dangerous ideas, as so many have been in our past.
I promise the world this is my very last attempt at disturbing the peace of discussion forums (I do have other presentation projects though, which I will go through, but I surely don’t want to bore you even more with these), with barely substantiated ideas (not saying of course they could actually be substantiated in any shape or form anyway, being so obviously very, very wrong indeed, so full of inconsistencies and contradictions, so full of all the most basic fallacies, so hopelessly confused and incomplete), so, please, although very unlikely, and much arrogant of me to even ask, would there be anyone around these parts, or maybe someone else you may know, with even the slightest interest in my very personal ideas, who would accept to discuss them for a bit? (including of course anonymously and in private, so as to not be publicly associated with me in any way, and for more plausible deniability).
Otherwise, not being worth even your deepest and overflowing compassion, I would be very content with everyone just ignoring me, or even strongly negating me, as it has always been the case (which is of course very normal and to be expected, me being so dense), and will naturally submit, body and mind, to any topic and account removal with permanent banning from ever coming back any close to this immaculate and superb discussion board, which I will leave anyway after some time, carefully mopping the filth I brought, as I go very far away.
I will come back and check in about a week, if you permit me, so my last bits of hope are not crushed too soon,
I’m really sorry for the time you may have wasted reading this foolishness of mine,
I hope you to have a very nice and pleasant day, while I rot alone in hell for ever and ever, before finally disappearing completely, as I am a very bad person who does not deserve life, and even less being near to real human beings.
Gone from this forum.
