Magnificent Obsession

Magnificent Obsession

Erased the day, with it all the sounds and feelings of small insignificant things resting on a table top in your hand for hours as you pretend the importance of this function. Pushing me blissfully into a slowly vibrating haze. Temptation and desire of mundane removal, a fix transcendental replacement. Poison of the soul, unrequited worship… lacking… and the punishment of her sneaking out of the bed when you wake leaving you silent and cold. Vile pleasure coveted alone, corrupt panacea implementing disease silently biting, whispering perfect lies. Entrapping the pure and potent strings cut to the quick, leaving them raw and ulcerated. The frailty of refusal when she wets in your mouth the warm internal seduction moving down inside. Magnificent obsession, glowing mental expanse, fractal and momentary.

Cheated and alone. Suffering the same fate, tangled in serendipitous unification, watching the reflection of each other. Moving synchronized by the dampness… perilously engaged in the subtle, suicidal dance. Falling slowly into the fade while embracing, together, fused to each other’s conception of estrangement. Deliberate uncertainty and drama pervasive in the sweetest heart, yearning simply for the other. Praying quietly on the hope hiding, awaiting transition, and the divine possibilities breathing life anew. Glazed tearful joy imagining a feasible impeccability, beckoning sincerely to feel love’s final certainty. Lying naked in the first shadow cast by the morning sun, unexpected sobriety and a glimpse of the possible fortune.