James,
I appreciate the time you’re taking on this. I feel from the get-go you’ve both been adversarial and missed the spirit of the post.
I don’t need to be told that I’m making assumptions in my statements, since I haven’t made any statements. I’m asking a question. At best you can say my question is meaningless, but that isn’t very nice. There’s always a reason why someone asks a question. Maybe I’m asking the wrong question, and I’m asking you to help me re-articulate it so it can possibly start leading toward some answer, maybe not a perfect answer. You said:
Agreed, with the caveat that probably there would have to be the perception of more than one possible path for it to be a genuine decision process. Either/or.
Aha! I have chosen to do no such thing. That is NOT a demand I’m making. I’m rather ASKING if there are any possible places motivation can stem from besides pain/pleasure. And by that I mean, where does the concept of “goal” come from without motivation, without the promise of an improved mental state, or even an awareness of improved well-being as the result of one path over another? Let’s pls not get caught up in the word pleasure/pain, I’m not talking about something as base as endorphins here.
Let’s say he could be loyal to an idea he used to have about right and wrong, or about the intrinsic value of empathy – but because of his accident (and it’s not a drug thing, it’s brain damage) he grabs for those things and they slip away, no longer grounded by any mental payoff for embracing them. He no longer needs the normal things that lead to “well-being” in order to feel “well-being.”
I’m open to any and all answers. I WANT there to be SIMPLE answer, so that I can have my character want to do one thing over another thing, without going into anomalous monism or a lesson in neurobiology. I want the audience to learn from his source of motivation, but I agree, what I’m proposing makes no sense. Welcome to my character’s world. He’s really in the shit and knows it, but also knows he can’t possibly care. It’s by definition not HIS problem anymore. But as the writer of the story, it’s my problem. (This reminds me of the time I fell into a solipsistic depersonalized trap and couldn’t get out, like being sucked into a loop of circular meaninglessness. The only way out was to kind of forget I was there. Nobody could “logic” me out of the situation.)
There’s a line of monologue in there where he observes the conundrum, the good news is he can sit and do nothing and be perfectly content. The bad news is he can sit and do nothing and be perfectly content. He himself is wondering what will become of himself, since the root cause of motivation has been hijacked by a perpertually agreeable mental state, irrespective of what he chooses to do.
I have chosen no definitions or made no disqualifications. I’m unable to consider other possible reason why someone would do something. For me, intuitively, it feels like most things I’m conscious of doing are tied to an inner compass that tabulates value as experienced by my consciousness, and this value, even the overriding value the transcends mere momentary pleasure, still, for me anyone, is tied to mental states of well-being and non-well-being. So I’m stymied as to what I would do if I always felt well-being. But I believe there is an answer I’m just not quite smart enough to articulate. I thought maybe it would be morals, but that ties back to well-being. Everything I can think of ties back to well-being, and the pleasure or ease we feel when we feel we are doing things that contribute to our well-being.
I’m baffled that you continue to answer this by framing it as me being “wrong” about something. Alls I’m trying to do is figure out how to make this character tic. I am open to any and all suggestions. It’s possible the answer is "you can’t, given the premise. If he always feels an equal, maxed-out sense of well-being, his grid for decisions has been utterly shattered. He’d be essentially comatose or at best, inertial. Maybe inertia is the answer.
Or maybe it’s like Buridan’s ass. All things being equal, he wouldn’t know which apple to choose from, he’d starve.
Aha, but all things, in real life, are never equal…maybe that’s the key right there. How can my character avoid dying like buridan’s ass?
How does anything?
I need a kobayashi maru solution. So far you’ve failed at giving me one.