Been thinking about it logically one day.
An organism is self-organising. Life, creates order. Nature, moves towards entropy.
Life, is an uphill battle, resistance of natural entropy.
On this battle, the organism feels rewards, from time to time, when it reaches checkpoints.
In a Natural, random world, who is to say the reward mechanism, should actually “feel good”, or “feel anything at all”?
In a Natural random world, the reward mechanism would have an equal chance of feeling awful.
Chemical pills, or a chemical imbalance in the mind, and just one molecule out of place and it feels like hell. Just one or two molecules.
A little odd that it just so happens you found the exact perfect chemical formula that actually feels good to subjective consciousness?
For millions of years, organisms fight and die.
Yet, I am not die. I am not in a combat zone.
It feels odd. Odd and lucky. Odd and lucky that religious people feel good when they worship. Odd and lucky that superstitious people feel better than nihilists and atheists. Odd and lucky that people who live for ideals are happier than people who live for survival only.
Seems to me that there is a such thing as a soul, and that there is a mechanism in place where the souls only find suitable lives, suitable minds who have a future without too much suffering. That’s my end of the stick.