Mystery of Us in I

You fill me with energy
energy is shown in you

the collision of my energy
the seeking of your own
baffles me.
Are we not one?

Why do I feel at ease
Yet afraid

Afraid of myself

Because I see you
feel you
want you
cry for you
And think of you.

Are you an illusion in I?

If not-what am I supposed to do?

I value I more than you

But if you are you then
You are in me too and I value you also

the torment this causes.
such an emotional explosion

trying to escape each other
pushes us into the other

it is inevitable
it is beauty
it is energy
it is peace
it is us.