An argument has limited power, often none, even a sound argument. We place the agency, often, in the argument. We say ‘that could convince me’ -me as the direct object in the sentence- the language positing capability in the argument. But arguments and the mind hearing the argument must enmesh in certain ways, the system as a whole leading to effects. You might have to experience differently or new ‘things’ to be convinced - which really is a poor word in the end. Is there something you can explore experientially, either through introspection or ‘out in the world’ and these explorations might lead to a new reception to arguments, new data, exceptions, real intimacy? (because intimacy is a fundamental issue here. Your position is not one designed to foster intimacy with oneself or the world) In fact to give most of the agency to the mind, not surprisingly, is much stronger, I think.
Otherwise what I quoted above can seem almost like a proud challenge…Nothing can change my mind.
We all know impervious minds and I am pretty sure at any given moment we are all impervious to some very sound, even creatively presented arguments. Perhaps later on the same argument hits home after we have experienced more of ourselves or more of the world or more of others.
The ant with its mandibles states: every argument I find I clip in two and cannot carry it home.
Something tentative between clipping in two and dropping is needed.
Something ongoing and exploratory experientially, not with the mind’s little mandibles and exoskeleton, which the damn thing has, let me tell you. Words just bounce off it most of the time.
Heading out as the same old ant with the same old mandible approach and style - wordy thinky wordy thinky - may and probably will just reinforce assumptions one is comfortable with without actually knowing the reasons why.
See, it cut in two like all the others.
Why I say it blocks intimacy…
because it is a metaposition that seems to be lived in. From the crow’s nest of a meta-position you view beliefs. I know, you have supported progressive causes. Why was that OK? Why are actions, which are concrete and with concrete effects, OK, but thoughts must be at a meta-position? Why the exception for the more potent phenomenon and caution with the ephemeral one? Who cares what you mull over but what you do has effects. And yet you allow yourself to vote and act.
but never allow yourself to be at home in what you believe, but rather viewing yourself (and everyone else) like the first anthorpologists viewed the primitives.
The odd thing is, in this way you are a Christian, and not tentatively. Instead of seeing sinful desires in yourself which one should try to control, you see sinful positions which you detach from. The devil has been removed from the story and the word sin is no longer used, but the bifurification of the self continues religiously.
You are hardly alone in this…most modern people who identify as rational - to distinguish themselves from others - do not know how much they inherited the architecture of their mind and even dreams - and presumption - of transcendence from the very beliefs they dislike. I find this in myself also.
Who is this roving ‘I’ that knows more than the self it inhabits?
Because now the meta-position is lived, so this little ‘I’ that says it is the right lifestyle could be just as subject to folly as the rest of itself it judges and fears. There is no evading an absolute stance, though you can do it at the meta level.