6/22/2006
For the human ego, all that is real is believed in.
Belief is the merit that the ego gives to some parts of reality.
The ego only says that something is real, by believing in it.
Withouth belief, reality will still exist, thus reality does not need belief.
Belief is added to reality, but why add what is not needed?
Thus, I do not exist. Belief does not exist.
Belief comes about at random, changes, and is temporary.
In billions of years, there were a few thousand years, where a few billion men came to believe this or that, but each of their beliefs are now gone, as their physical bodies are also gone.
If they do not exist now, then did they ever really exist at all?
A temporary fluxuation – is not what I would call an “existence”.
The temporary flux would create, then destroy itself, without need of my belief in its existence; it would simply be the blink of an eye, a heart beat, and a fading memory.
Thus, nothing exists.
If I say that it exists, this word will not change anything at all.
I do not need to believe that much-of anything really exists.
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Beliefs create desires, desires create will, will forces action, action forces change, change is temporary, random, it does not exist.
Words do not change reality, words change only the beliefs of human egos.
To speek is to try to control a human ego.
To control a human ego, you must control a human belief.
Belief does not need to exist.
Control can switch from one source to another, but control always exists, because control guides action, and all action is guided by some force or another.
All action is temporary, changing, and comes up at random, therefor it does not really exist. Therefor “control” also does not really exist.
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The universe is everything. A man says: “I am a man, and I am in a universe.”
This is actually one part of the universe saying that it is seporate from the universe.
All distinguishing, all opinion, all belief, seporates one part of the universe from the other, though each part is connected to and within the other, thus this seporation is really just a form of illusion.
Thus all thought does not exist. Thoughts and feelings are invoked because of changes in the world around or within the body. These are reactions, which come up at random, are temporary, and are changing.
All thoughts in the passed no-longer exist, though some have been remade.
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Forms are reactions to light.
Without light or touch, no form would be known to the human body.
A form is first seen, thus what is seen first – is what is believed in, and what is believed in, controlls, as all the parts of the body submit only to belief.
Behind all forms there is structure.
Structure is information, thus all forms are programs, cycling and running in the larger system.
The program can only run/cycle – when energy is used by it, and also, the structure of material is made of elemental energy.
Energy is direction or motion. It is a force.
Behind direction, motion and force, there is “nothing”.
Within “nothing”, anything can be put.
“Nothing” does not fade away, “nothing” is not random, “nothing” is not changing, “nothing” is not temporary, therefor, nothing exists and nothing is real.
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To believe in something, is to give your spiritual energy to something.
Once what you believe in recieves your energy, that program “runs”.
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Desire only exists because of belief.
The child is born without ego. As the child knows nothing, it needs to be reassured as to what to believe in. What the child then believes in, is what that child will give energy to.
The good parent causes the child to believe that it is beautiful, deserving of love, valuable, and special.
Later on, once the child grows into a man or woman, that person still believes in what his or her “ego” is/was. But at the same time, that man or woman no-longer is without knowledge, that man or woman must have come to know many things by then.
If now the man or woman knows what things are, does he or she need belief anymore?
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If you say: “I do not exist”, then you are removing what all people have ever told you that you “are”, thus you are becoming something other then the opinions that have been given to you through the temporary, changing, random world.
Now, there is something higher then belief, and there is something higher then thought. There is something infinite, that comes without cost or pain. There is peace, there is balance, there is compassion, there is fearlessness, there is enlightenment.
This can replace “belief”, if “belief” does not exist. “Belief” can be replaced by what is higher then belief.
Peace, balance, compassion, fearlessness and enlightenment exist apart from random, temporary, changing things.
In a place where these things truly are, there will be nothing that stops them from existing. They naturally exist, if nothing stops them or replaces them.
The human spirit has a personality, which is only seen and manifested when illusion is removed. Once the human spirit is no-longer being controlled by the belief in forms, desires, opinions, etc., then instead of being “out-of-control”, it simply controls itself, and the true nature of the human spirit can then be seen.
Unlike the human body, the human spirit cannot die, therefor it is not temporary, therefor I will not call it an illusion.
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This is my belief, through disbelief, which I work hard towards, by letting go of my old, ancient human habits of belief in physical-illusion and opinion.
The human spirit still exists without the body.
What is higher then thought and feeling, still exists without thought, feeling or belief. It is possible to live as something other then a human body.