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It’s funny, I don’t miss Quebec, but I do miss Ontario.

Ontario is where I was born, isn’t it?

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@niallm

Sorry there brotherman, I wanted a place to put these and this seemed like the least cluttery.

Long as I have you here, some unsolicited advice:

Don’t talk about hooch, don’t romantizice it, don’t think about it. If it comes up, force it out. Think about baseball, or recall some shitfaced moment that robbed you of your dignity.

It’s like some evil, money sucking, two timing, soul leeching ex who always answers the phone because she knows she will take you for a ride.

You think she’s a hot bitch, but it’s just addiction. In three years you will remember her as she really was.

Ok that’ll be three dollars.

:money_with_wings: :money_with_wings: :money_with_wings:

Fuck it. There you go.

God bless.

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Sometimes a thing is a thing, sometimes it blows up in your face.

What an idiot I fucking am.

Well, whatever.

God will provide.

“What will he provide?”

Whatever he provides.

Meantime, fucking work. Verk motherfucker. Work.

Women.

I thought I had escaped the cycle. But I hadn’t.

Soon, I will become unable to go to work. I will be on the street again.

As planned. This time, I will be ready.

Thankfully, I know the God of the forests. So I will never be alone.

Fuck. I’ll try a little harder.

Really?

15 characters.

No.

I had a really fucked up emotion that led me to that cycle all my life. That emotion is gone now. But it is difficult for me to distinguish other intense emotions from it. New at it.

Emotions are the eyes of the soul.

Me too dude. I feel like I know exactly what you’re talking about. I was also in that cycle.

Have you identified the culprit?

Yeah, me.

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No, brother.

Yes, brother.

Free agency, remember?

Sometimes free agency is a lie we tell ourselves. Or one that decent people are blackmailed with.

If I understand, you are (like me) an alcoholic? If so, there was 10/10 something you were anesthesizing, and it wasn’t general displeasance.

Anyway, maybe it’s not my concern.

If all the bottles were in one place, it would be a hell of a bottle bank, put it that way.

Free agency is not a lie, I don’t believe in determinism, we can take control any time we want.

By the way, fun fact, first time Galileo got in trouble with the law was for implicitly questioning free agency (by carrying out an astrological reading).

I have problems with so Christian a view of the universe. Do other animals also have zis “free agency?”