# Notes ••••

**URL:** https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517
**Category:** Creative Writing
**Created:** [May 27, 2026, 7:54pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517 "2026-05-27T19:54:31Z")
**Posts on this page:** 20
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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 3:51am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/801 "2026-06-06T03:51:17Z")

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Ironically, technically the type of girl I would be able to hang on to is much hotter. Because it’s the damaged type. Those are the hottest.

I’ll become a monk before I go that route again.

Tabarnak.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 3:52am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/802 "2026-06-06T03:52:18Z")

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Fuck.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 3:53am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/803 "2026-06-06T03:53:49Z")

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Yeah, fuck it. I’ll throw all my belongings on the bike and just ride. Find a good place to die.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 3:55am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/804 "2026-06-06T03:55:17Z")

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No complaints to God. That might sound counterintuitive to you folks, but the things I’ve seen.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 3:59am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/805 "2026-06-06T03:59:23Z")

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It’s evidently not the girl’s fault. It’s just a shame is all.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:04am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/806 "2026-06-06T10:04:45Z")

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No, fuck, I’m gonna throw it all away over some ho?

Never.

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### Author: ![MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/m/f6c823/32.png) [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:17am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/807 "2026-06-06T10:17:59Z")

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:25am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/808 "2026-06-06T10:25:12Z")

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She’s not a ho in particular. All women are hos. It’s just something one says to try to move on from a stuck spot.

Like you might say “over some jerk.” He’s probably not a jerk, but nobody would hold against you to say that.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:28am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/809 "2026-06-06T10:28:13Z")

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I’m joining the military. In a way I don’t like having become this obsessed with the world of men, or planning to devote so much time to being around them. But I have become addicted to having money.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:29am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/810 "2026-06-06T10:29:43Z")

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Also, she’s a ho because she did fancy me.

And then for whatever ho reasons saw fit to lead me on, then turn around.

That’s a proper ho right there.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:31am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/811 "2026-06-06T10:31:46Z")

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She will live a ho’s life, and die empty.

Which is a shame because there is gold in that soul.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:34am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/812 "2026-06-06T10:34:10Z")

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Yeah, God bless her.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:37am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/813 "2026-06-06T10:37:09Z")

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I think you know I’m not the piece of shit you make me out to be. But I understand your position perfectly. Anger is easier.

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### Author: ![MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/m/f6c823/32.png) [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 10:53am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/814 "2026-06-06T10:53:52Z")

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 11:47am UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/815 "2026-06-06T11:47:26Z")

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> [@MistressOphelia](#):
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> and dangerous morons at that.

Like women aren’t dangerous too. Jumping to conclusions and then gossiping behind those same “moron’s” backs, making up _all kinds of stories_ and turning them into “facts”.

Are you going to tell me that doesn’t happen?

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 12:30pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/816 "2026-06-06T12:30:09Z")

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You know, thinking back, I probably _could_ have taken an emotional step back and pursued her.

Huh.

Why… why was thay so invisible to me until right now?

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 12:31pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/817 "2026-06-06T12:31:09Z")

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I think you are here hating on me and men in general because of your own hang ups.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 12:32pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/818 "2026-06-06T12:32:11Z")

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It’s not a cycle in my life because I’m cursed, it’s a cycle in my life because I do it to myself.

Oh shiiiiiiiiiit.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 12:33pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/819 "2026-06-06T12:33:13Z")

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Faaaaack.

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#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 12:36pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/820 "2026-06-06T12:36:58Z")

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My emotions get out of whack. They are very strong and drown out reality.

Holy shit.

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