# Notes ••••
**URL:** https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517
**Category:** Creative Writing
**Created:** [May 27, 2026, 7:54pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517 "2026-05-27T19:54:31Z")
**Posts on this page:** 20
**Page:** 44
### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 5:25pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/861 "2026-06-06T17:25:18Z")
Haha you only show up once I finally feel solid inside.
Fuck Ichthus.
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:05pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/862 "2026-06-06T18:05:48Z")
Btw, that was a _fuck, Ichthus._ Just, you know, in kizzase.
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:06pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/863 "2026-06-06T18:06:55Z")
Goddamnit.
I’m cool.
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### Author:  [@Ichthus77](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Ichthus77)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:24pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/864 "2026-06-06T18:24:47Z")
> [@Socrates](#):
>
> kizzase
Speak English.
15 chizzaracters
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:32pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/865 "2026-06-06T18:32:20Z")
Ch was my first go, bur then my Latin mind found that too ambiguous.
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:38pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/866 "2026-06-06T18:38:18Z")
Everybody at work loves me except this girl. Fucking life, eh?
Fucking Ichthus.
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### Author:  [@Ichthus77](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Ichthus77)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:46pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/867 "2026-06-06T18:46:04Z")
yeah, because it’s _my_ fault 🤔
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### Author:  [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:50pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/868 "2026-06-06T18:50:33Z")
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:55pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/869 "2026-06-06T18:55:18Z")
Now I’m sad. This is better though, at least I’m not angry, or crazy. Just sad.
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:58pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/870 "2026-06-06T18:58:03Z")
You fill me with hope. I only fall deeper into the hole lol.
I don’t actually blame you, and I apreciate having a genuine person that cares around. I also like that you seem to have a concurrently romantic and realistic spirit. I wish I could attain what you seemed to have saw. That wishing then hurts a bit. I don’t actually blame you for it.
It is what it is.
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 6:59pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/871 "2026-06-06T18:59:22Z")
I identify as a war person. I always have. This whole plan is putting me in a good mood.
I realized today is weekend though. I gotta call Monday.
Some days of respite from those eyes. Maybe I can strengthen the clarity I woke up with this morning.
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 7:05pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/872 "2026-06-06T19:05:01Z")
I mean the good thing about the email is that she’ll know how serious it is to me. And she has no fear, so she won’t have the psycho fear, she doesn’t feel any level of threat from me. Relations are friendly and easy as ever, she still smiles and stares with those eyes. Not as close as when we were flirting, but it does make me wonder sometimes. So the email is good news, if there is anything there from her, it will come out. Maybe after the two weeks I ask her number again one last time.
This whole experience has gotten me to know myself way better, though. It’s interesting. Maybe that’s why letting go is seeming less unthinkable (unless Ichthus, with her beautiful intentions, rocks my boat), she is leaving me the gift of understanding who I am a little better.
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 7:09pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/873 "2026-06-06T19:09:09Z")
I don’t mind pain, I’ll take pain if it is an investment for something. But simple flagelation, I won’t do it.
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### Author:  [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 8:42pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/874 "2026-06-06T20:42:02Z")
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### Author:  [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 8:45pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/875 "2026-06-06T20:45:26Z")
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### Author:  [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 8:47pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/876 "2026-06-06T20:47:01Z")
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### Author:  [@Socrates](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/Socrates)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 8:47pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/877 "2026-06-06T20:47:44Z")
People like you are why everybody is afraid to hit on everybody now. A generetion of tinder robots.
Go spread your old hag shit elsewhere.
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### Author:  [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 8:48pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/878 "2026-06-06T20:48:39Z")
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### Author:  [@niallm](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/niallm)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 8:49pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/879 "2026-06-06T20:49:56Z")
Your rants are just as pathetic you know. What are you trying to achieve?
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### Author:  [@MistressOphelia](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/u/MistressOphelia)
#### Post date: [June 6, 2026, 8:52pm UTC](https://www.ilovephilosophy.com/t/notes/85517/880 "2026-06-06T20:52:02Z")
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