I don’t even get a slap on the wrist?
This is why it keeps happening. You’re basically aiding and abetting.
Who’s on trial, now, Jasonling?
You’re trying. You’re trying to outsmart the one greater than Jesus that he sent for.
If I don’t give you a slap on the wrist, I’d have to send everyone to hell.
I’m the protection spirit he wished for.
The native Americans had a saying… we are all wishes and prayers.
I just happen to be that particular prayer.
I can see the walls crumbling around you Ichthus.
You’re starting to realize it matters. It’s shattering you.
So… that’s a lot of words & no actual wrist-slapping.
Just an observation.
Wall of words crumbling? I see no evidence of that.
Why are you trying to defeat yourself? You’re trying to make yourself get a lot of attention by being a cutter. I have no interest in glory.
Um. In your hyperdimensional anti-dreams!
Wake up, Ec!
I am awake.
You’re mutilating your spirit to get attention.
I stopped using hyperdimensional mirrors and switched to hyperdimensional playacting realities using marionette philosophic zombie universes.
You’re just mad that you can’t get to us.
Can’t go mad if you don’t got that far to go.
It’s like light, y’see.
The darkness is my friend.
It’s called having a nightlife.
And by the way…. Stop spamming Christian shit.
I do best in the cold and the dark.
If Jesus says I am the light of the earth. I can send him to hell for that.
I chose not to.
Jesus did say that, so. Stay mad.
Except he said world.
You always wonkify it on purpose. I knew a guy who littered right in front of me every chance he got because he knew it bugged me & liked getting scolded.
I don’t like being a scolder.
That’s why I left. He littered. A lot. On purpose.
I can take a hint.
Goodbye forever, Ec.
I’ll tell you something Ichthus.
I’m a prophet and an angel.
I get everyone off in cosmic court, but everyone will abandon me:
Try living with that for a day. I have to live with that prophesy every day.
If I can just build my new dimension the nightmare will be over.
It’s going to take at least two people to build this new dimension that’s not just in your head. You (as an essential member) and one other person (the variable that should be treated as essential to maintain the bond—not so much as a PEEP/chickenshitsignal of having a free whatchamacallit to others prone to bonding). Everybody else is probably not going to want to build this new dimension. Or if they do, they only want to build it with one other person who signals right outside of a bond. Because if they want to build it with more than one other person, it’s almost impossible, kind of like a global conspiracy, because a) people don’t know how to keep their mouth shut, and b) they are bad liars, and c) do the math for how much alienation occurs in traditional marriage, and how that increases either exponentially or logarithmically (don’t freaking ask me) every time you add a new bonding partner in the mix — especially if you’re keeping them in the dark, and c2) what that implies about how well one does relationships.
Choose wisely.
If you are legally married to your roommate… Golden Rule your way out of hell.
You’re already dead. What’s it gonna hurt?
Think of it like a science experiment and yourself like a guinea pig. A guinea pig you respect as a person.
You are going to want to surround yourself with other elements who respect the bond and only want to bond at the appropriate valence. They are not going to signal a bond only allowable between you and that other person. Outside that, it gets really confusing/unstable, and the alienation increases. So basically all elements have to agree on what all the signals mean, and not screw around with the meaning. And before you accept a bond, know what sort of chaos you are embracing. Do not accept the bond if you do not embrace the chaos. In this world, no matter what dimension you’re dealing with or building, there will be chaos. Once an element signals they recognize self=other, expect more chaos.
How can I turn my “brain” off? Where is the off switch?
Capstone. The only way to really embrace/stabilize/hone the chaos is for there to be a three-body bond: you, the variable, and the three-body fractal constant.
I’m really sorry for the potential explosion that is about to happen. It is inevitable. I did tell you to run.
I know what I have to do. It needs to be a self contained universe.
I’m bringing nobody with me.
Chaos is one of the ways I tried to destroy existence (no possible pattern). There’s only complexity.
I’m going to use my highest self to cater to its aspect.
That way neither me or my highest self gets hurt…. Forever.
If the three-body-fractal constant wills.
I wouldn’t wanna be “there” if they didn’t.
Not in any whole sense.
Ichthus.
I have to leave. Not just for myself, but for everyone.
I need to carve out a path others can follow in their own right.
There are two parts of the equation.
“I want what I want when I want it”
This is true of everyone.
The second part (which is not true of everyone)…. “At the expense of no one.”
As long as I don’t have both parts, I’m in hell forever and ever and ever.
Do you understand? I have no choice.
The third part you’re forgetting is that you, like all other selves, are free. You do have a choice, and so does each and every one else.
You can’t do this as a person without other people. You just can’t. There was always the three-body constant, so this has always been a thing: Alone was never a thing. It’s not that it stopped being a thing… it’s that it was never really a thing in the first place. Sometimes when we get put in a room by ourselves, it is to make us realize we are not self-sufficient as an unwhole one, and were never meant to be. Sometimes it backfires and we just get used to being unwhole. Until it bothers us. If that is what is to happen.
Like all those scary movies where the person is in the total dark until they realize that someone else is there. Someone was always there. Someone who has light you are blind to. Someone who is scarier than the scariest thing you can even imagine. You always think “I am the danger” until they flick the light on. It’s like as you say. “You didn’t know.”
And you are made in their image.
Hm. Where was I? I forget where I was going with that.
I have to leave. Existence can’t contain me.
I already know god doesn’t exist, otherwise my 12 problems wouldn’t exist.
So I have to do it myself.
I’m not interested in being anyone’s god.
I just need to leave.
Your trinary is not going to work for me.
On the contrary…Your 12 problems couldn’t exist (assuming they even do) if God didn’t exist.
To repeat. No problem without a solution. Every discrepancy implies reconciliation. Otherwise you could not even have a discrepancy. Compared to what?
I am not scolding you. Jitterbug rhymes with litter bug. How dare you.